Decision to make...choices to do...

It is now already the second month of 2009..but still haven't make any choice..the way is widely open, but am stuck when it comes this situation..to choose things for myself. Am so eager to do so..to be there, to complete till higher level..but there are a lot of things blocked my mind to make the best decision..and am oso not a good decision maker!!!!Poor me....

Leaving
on a jet plane...

All my bags are packed

Im ready to go
Im standin here outside your door
I hate to wake you up to say goodbye
But the dawn is breakin
Its early morn
The taxis waitin
Hes blowin his horn
Already Im so lonesome
I could die

So kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that youll wait for me
Hold me like youll never let me go
cause Im leavin on a jet plane
Dont know when Ill be back again
Oh babe, I hate to go

Theres so many times Ive let you down
So many times Ive played around
I tell you now, they dont mean a thing
Evry place I go, Ill think of you
Evry song I sing, Ill sing for you
When I come back, Ill bring your wedding ring

So kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that youll wait for me
Hold me like youll never let me go
cause Im leavin on a jet plane
Dont know when Ill be back again
Oh babe, I hate to go

Now the time has come to leave you
One more time
Let me kiss you
Then close your eyes
Ill be on my way
Dream about the days to come
When I wont have to leave alone
About the times, I wont have to say

Oh, kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that youll wait for me
Hold me like youll never let me go
cause Im leavin on a jet plane
Dont know when Ill be back again
Oh babe, I hate to go

But, Im leavin on a jet plane
Dont know when Ill be back again
Oh babe, I hate to go

where to go?why must leave????????Ehehehehe no idea...sometime boring wif current life..blinking my eyes...when I have nothing to do..sometime don't know what to do..don't know where to start....blurrrrrrrrrrrrrr.....wanna stop now...will be back soon.....