Green n fresh

Green n fresh
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mE..mY LiFe...& fRiENdS

mE..mY LiFe...& fRiENdS

Sunday 25 July 2010

TERIMA KASIH SAHABAT..

Salam.....haaaaaa...kat atas tu adalah biskut raya versi sebelum raya...Dari mana datang???hohohoh...Dari seorang sahabat yang baik hati....semoga sentiasa murah rezeki Puan Roshayati....kerana telah berjaya menunaikan impian saya untuk makan biskut raya sebelum puasa...hahahha nak mati agaknya saya ni ye.....hihihihihi....Sangat sedap biskut ini....(ayat tunggang langgang dah ni)....apa2 pun..saya suka sangat!!!!
Thanks sahabat.....barakallahumma......

Tuesday 20 July 2010

Headache!!

I don't know...what supposed to say...to do...since the situation now is not so good...a bit cold...My emotion is also unstable..due to PMS...but if it was my fault...I accept it...but please don't walk away ..leave me..
It was so hard to live in sadness...it was so pain to get hurt again...But forgive me...
Hurm...2moro will be leaving..to attend the course..but suddenly I'm not in the mood...not feeling well....how to start the journey 2moro???????????......The distance will make me more fatigue.....sick!
It is hard to convince the others..especially the person we like the most...the person close to us...sometime hard to explain the reason of this n that thing....nothing much is just because we care..we love...nothing much to say...because love n care could not be expressed by words....it needs the action..n reaction...
Huhuhuh...I feel down......down n down....n this headache won't be relief in short time...if I do no take any pain killer...just wait n see...if i feel better...I will attend the course...if not...I have to prepare for the show cause letter..included the M.C...Hope everything will be ok...will be better.....Please don't give the punishment for the things I'd done....I won't do it again.........................The trustworthy is there...

Sunday 18 July 2010

Feeling down....

Down.....down....down....
WHY?????????
A bit annoyed with something......relates to the feeling....tried it harder to ignore...but the more I try...the more worry it comes....aduh!!!!
Saja cari pasal....so sendiri xtenteram....hadui! Macam2 masalah..lepas satu...satu....baru je relief...lega...2-3 minggu kebelakangan ni....baru je nk enjoy the moment ahead happily....whether to believe or not....for me it is something hard...I hope it is real....not only a day n night dream..I wish I am on the right track.....just appear in front of me..with the truth....PLEASE..........................

Work n life...

Work???? So far....everything is gooooooooooooood....even the pending tasks are still at the same level..slowly move.....the rhythm is not as usual...since my 'sifu'..had transferred n promoted...so..today got a new senior assistant...for management...hurm not yet meeting him eye to eye...hihihih..later on will b adventurous once I have a lot of meetings to be done...yeahaaaaaaaaaa..Sir..just wait for the discussion...
Life???still like before....no changes...as the chemical reactions happen....the product is nothing much different...hahahaha..no chemistry!!!hihihihi...
New person???Not yet at all s nce my life is tied up with a lot of things..hustle n bustle...jump here n there.....financial???hurm quite stable when I minimize my shopping activities....awesome!!!!hahahahah...at last I found myself just staring n windowing for the things...with no sense of belongings.....hihihi good job! Compliment to myslef...reward will b given later..whoa!!!!
Hurm.Istarted to trust n believe myself....not to believe the uncertain things that come n go easily....happened easily...sometime beyond the expectation...just follow the flow...whether..it is good.....real..true...I really don't know...This world is full of fakes!....That is the reality...should accept this statement...who against it?????????
I don't care...I have my own right to speak up...!
So please..people outside there...stop bullying...stop doing the unnecessary thing....u just will hurt whether urslef or the person surrounds you..they are not guilty...why do we must hurt them....just to satisfy ourselves...? Doesn't it shows the human kind is not anymore being practiced.....so please....be a good caliph for ur own sake....do not..influenced other person...do not sample anything bad....the 1st attempt brings to the demolish...think about it.....our brain....is more genius than the created computer.....got it????????
Till then....bubye!

Saturday 17 July 2010

Tears n sadness

Writing..

Hi..I do not know how to start my writing...since I had stopped writing....weeks ago. I did not have any idea...ant interest...or even mood to start carving anything on this black plain web.....things happened....one by one..people come and go..gradually....new n old....just the same..it is hard to put the 1st trust to the other person..no matter howlong we get to know each other..it is not a measurement..it is hard to put the trustworthy...coz if misplaced it....it could be...a suffer....not worthwhile at all..
Walking tru this life...need the patience...the strength...the trust....please...those outside there...give me some good sign...then u will b rewarded for ur good deed!....
Sounds like that i'm damn down with the past time....sort of...part of previous time....taught me so much...to be more careful...but i do repeating the same mistake....stupid!!!! Am wishing to b good for all the time....hope so...............

Ramadhan...is coming...

MasyaAllah.....
Soon n fast....time is ticking...now it is almost to reach the most holy month...Ramadhan...Wish this Ramadhan brings much more benefits....more blessings...more differences....Amin!
I wish to be good....n better than before.......may this wish come true....Deep inside my heart....the untold wish....keep in faith....
God....please listen n fulfill..my wish.....amin!

Thursday 15 July 2010

Lies...

I hate lies...
I hate people who lie....
I hate to be betrayed...
I hate to be fooled...when I am really sincere but they do not appreciate it....
God..please give n show me the way....
Light up the dark....with the brightness...So that I can walk easily...to the doorway...leaving the lies behind..seeking for the truth...

Wednesday 7 July 2010

Sayu..

Bitter feeling....
To remember all the sorrow...
Adeh....kenapa siang tadi time tido kat sekolah..hehehe (ngantuk yg amat..kebetulan free time)..mimpi dia...dia nak ke New Zealand...biar betul.....aduh konpius...patut ke call??????????????