BOSAN!!!

KEputusan awal akan memberi kesan untuk selamanya..dan kini...aku harus terima apa yang ada terhampar di depan mata..redha..pasrah atau sebaliknya....hakikatnya adalah kebosanan di sekeling!

Trapped

I am now trapped!!!
Trapped in the darkness....surrounded with the high n rough voices...
Screaming here n there...blabbering these n those....
So annoying!

Ju$t arrived!!!home!!

Walalalalalala....my weekend was really great n tremendous!!!
The 3-day trip to KL-Putrajaya-Kuantan...huhuhuhu non-stop driving.
Initially plan was to b in Kuantan for 2 days 1 night...but last minute changed n I drove my ride to KL..n stop at Midvalley Megamall...spent time watching the movie 'Killers'...huhuhhu addicted to watch it again...becuase of the hero n heroin....:)
Then..after that drove off to Putrajaya...n now am home...after almost 3 hours drop by at Eastcoast Mall...hurm..got a new bed sheet..........pillow case....hehehehehe...agaknya dah xde benda sangat..erm kat Alamanda semalam pun terbang jugak $$ aku...sembat grab..sepasang selipar...croc.......huhuhuhuhuh!
Biarlah...asalkan hati bahagia ye.......huhuhuhu lama lagi aku nak hidup ni....xnak lagi kisah2 duka tu menemani hidup ni.....IKUT HATI MATI..IKUT RASA BINASA...IKUT SUKA DUKA!

A strawberry story..begins In Cameron Highland..

A tiring...

Penat nak uruskan semuanya....

Instrumental Piano ( Love Story )

Andy Williams - Where Do I Begin [ Love Story ]

I really miss him..terribly!!! The more I feel...the more pain I get....This love is locked!!!
This feeling is trapped! Will never able to let it go again to the right person...because there is no suit n match place to get in...God....give me more strength...give me more patience....I need a cool..warm life...Ya Allah..hanya engkau tempat aku berkongsi segalanya..................Sesungguhnya kisah silam ini sangat2 menghantui...menyakiti...andai lebih baik untuk aku lupakan..maka Kau ambillah semua ingatan ini yang berkaitan dengan dia Ya Allah..perjalanan ke hadapan masih jauh...untuk aku melangkah...hanya dengan ketabahan dariMu..aku mampu teruskan langkah ini Ya Allah.........

Publish Post

Day-6 school break...

Huargh!!!!! My day starts with Facebooking!!! Hills of papers to be marked...still unmoved!..Pending for further action..keh keh keh....Waiting for Balqis home coming....her father said...'petang-petang skit...'..alahai....

PEnat....

Day-5...of school break...a tiring day....Sunday- Whole day in Kota Bharu. Monday-rushed to PEladang Setiu Agro Resort....had to manage n organize so many things since I'm the only one who in charged for all the booking-reservation-handling-managing n etc..........so tired! Tuesday- Run here n there to settle so many things at Agro Resort...camp ended at 5.00pm...went home n another awaiting tasks...to b completed by 17th June!!!

Aku Takkan Bersuara - Nike Ardilla

Wedding ceremony...

Today I'm attending my friend's wedding ceremony.......in Kota Bharu...

Mayangsari - Tiada lagi

Ruth Sahanaya - Kaulah Segalanya

Dia ke???

Tadi on the way nak ke town....selisih dgn sebuah kereta nak kelaur simpang SK PAsir Panjang...KEnari merah...palt TAJ....n sebelah driver tu aku mcm familiar..je...n kebetulan kereta tu follow belakang my blacky....erm try pandang2..jeling..tp mcm ye je dia...hurm..biarlah dia bahagia...xde lah aku nk cari dia lagi buat masa ni...segalanya sekrang pending...xde ksudahan jugak..penyelesaian yg tergantung...biarlah masing2 ikut jalan sendiri tanpa libatkan sapa antara kami..sebab jawapan dah diberi awal2 hari tu..so aku bekukan segalanya kerana tu je yg mampu...sedih..pedih..perit...semua rasa tu ada..tp Allah maha tahu apa yg tersirat..apa yg terbaik...biarlah semua tu berlalu dengan cepat ...aku xnak lagi terus menerus mendera jiwa..menjeruk rasa..cukup lah aku dah banyak mengalah selama ni...tapi dia masih butakan mata..pekakkan telinga...atas segala apa yang baik untuk dia...

Off...

I off my mind to think about him....I off my eyes seeing him...I off my ears listening anything about him..I off my mouth saying his name...n I off everything relates to him...coz it just wasting my time...n will get nothing...only hurting myself!!!

Hati ini...

Dalam hati ada rindu.....rindu pada yg xsudi...
Entah bila rindu itu akan pergi..terbang bersama camar laut..
Iringi kepulangan nelayan..di waktu senja..
Dalam hati ada luka...yang akan berparut...entah bila akan sembuh!
Dalam hati ada resah.....menunggu tenang..
Dalam hati ada rintihan yang tak mampu diluah...
Dalam hati ada harapan.....yang pastinya tinggal harapan....berkubur di dalam hati..

Hina dina....

Hina..keji....teruk.....ada manusia yang sanggup pedajalkan orang lain semata-mata untuk kepuasan diri...sebab busuk hati!!!
Semoga Allah bagi balasan yang lebih atas apa yang dia lakukan kat orang lain!!!

Lagi banyakkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk!!!

Hadui....semalam kat tempat kerja....tak semena-mena saya dapat call dari berpuluh-puluh numbers n sms masuk inbox tak henti2 sehingga saya terpaksa block n blacklist semua unknowm numbers...Ada orang pedajalkan saya!!!! Saya cuba tanyakan kepada salah seorang penghantar sms tu...nasib baik la dia ok n bg kerjasama..dia gtau ada orang bg number saya tru celcom chat! hadui..aku xpernah2 join celcom chat tu!!
 n makhluk jahat tu guna nama gds sunyi...patut la call yg saya jwb tu ada sebt pasal sunyi2....aduilah..siapa lah punya angkara!!!! mudah-mudahan Allah balas kat dia berganda2...biar Allah bg dia susah...n hingga pagi ni pon masih ada lagi pnaggilan dr unknown number..sms xhenti..tp saya dah block semua tu...walaupon saya block..tp saya masih bleh check rejected call log n sms log .....huhuhuhuuhhuh...kenapa la manusia ni hatinya busuk..pedajalkan orang sampai macam tu sekali...rasanya saya xde buat salah kat sapa2...xsakitkan ati sesapa...orang yg sakitkan ati saya...buat saya macam2 tu ramai lah......huhuuhu

Harrassment!!!!!!!

Since last week..I got an SMS..from unknown number, so I reply and asked who...the owner did not reply..so I tried to call..no answer and I ignored..then after that another SMS sent to me..form the same number..told to be my friend..and again I ignored..after that..the sender keep sending me SMS n also miscalls me day ..night n also during midnight.. then I called n talked to him!!! Initially with a soft spoken I explained to him...but he insisted to be my friend..so I just let him keep messaging me without any reply..till I felt that annoying!!! So I reply and told again not to disturb me..but he was so stubborn!!!  So I have no choice n talked with a high tone...with some certain words which were quite  harsh..but still did not work!! Things went worse when he started to message me about **** n also sent **** MMS...!!!!Damn!!!!!!He was really SUCK!!!!
My friend gave the solution to install the blacklist application n spam killer aps in my phone and thanks God it really works!!!!Thanks my friend...Tonight I got another new SMS n miscall from another new number..so again I put the new unknown number into the blacklist...hopefully that crook will stop annoying me...tired to b like this situation...put me under pressure...with the pending n awaiting tasks at work...another burden on shoulders to carry on...made me stress...people keep pushing n chasing me to do these n those...because it is hard for me to say NO...am not so soft-hearted...but sometimes when it comes the situation like what I am facing now..it is like killing myself if I gave the word NO! Whatever condition n situation..I try my best to complete it all...this coming holidays...days will be packed with so many activities...1st n 2nd week..full with wedding invitation to attend...camp for excellent students...trip to Cameron Highlands...n so on....huh!!! and again $$$ will be flew by the wind...muahahahahaha..till the next entry....nite!!f