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Green n fresh
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mE..mY LiFe...& fRiENdS

mE..mY LiFe...& fRiENdS

Sunday 31 January 2010

So heavy...

Am having a heavy headache...'migraine is coming'...too hot...here...additional..my room it too hot during afternoon to evening...sun shines tru my window...just like heating in my own oven....
Schooling??? Everything is ok...handled classes very well..since the SPMs' are having their TOV...what to do for today? I dunno....still have pending task to be continued..later will do it..since migraine is now attacking me so much...I can't stand to think for any action plan...for further meeting...next extra classes...my boss requested me to draft n prepare her a letter...sort of warning letter to be given to the parents who are not yet coming for signing the AKUJANJI form...this letter will also send to the unit HEM JPNT n PPD...huhuhuuh...actually that is not my scope of work..this work belongs to the form 5 coordinator..but she always pointing me doing this n that....! n I can't say NO...if not....nahas lah!!!
huhuhuh 'saya yang menurut perintah'....huhuhuhuh
Talk later...need to rest....n may be a short nap...

Saturday 30 January 2010

Saturday's summary...

- Stayed at home...'facebooking'..
- Away to KT..meeting friends..
- Spending time with friends at 1st Station..
- Investing fund at Giant Hypermarket...huhuhuhhu
bla...bla....bla....

Friday 29 January 2010

Aiyark!!!!

Hish...macam mana bleh tersilap nombor...p call dia nih....huhuhuhu....kebetulan guna tipon lama n number satu lagi..nak call orang lain...tekan2....tut..tut..tut...dgr2 je sore lain macam......mcm pernah ku dengar...aiyark!!!!! alamak....hadush!!!
'Nape lama xcall"....xde soalan lain......itu aje le..aku plak betul2 tersalah tekan...ngape terkena number dia?????x number orang lain..haiya!!!!
Hurm...xpe...semuanya dah berbeza sekarang.....xkisah pon dia cakap apa...masuk tinger kiri kuar tinger kanan..xde satu pon lekat kat kepala...hadui!!!!
Biar je lah....huhuhhuhuhuhu,,,,,jgn ada cerita baru lagi untuk kali ni...amin!

Thursday 28 January 2010

$$$$$

Salam....kegawatan terasa!!!!!
Melanda seluruh pelusuk benua......di kampung..malah di kota..amat ketara..huhuhu dan hari ini...aku turut gawat..melayang $$$$$$...kebetulan plak bulan ni semua nak kena settle road tax n insurance....major service my ride tu...huhuhuhhu....plus monthly installment...parah!!!! bukan setakat ICU...CCU pon ye jugok nih!!!
Tapi alhamdulillah..ada lagi fund....hehehehe..belen2 lekat celah gigi....leh wat belanje....nak enjoi...owh TIDAK!!!!! sudah INSAF untuk berbelanja BOROS!!!!
Bnyk pengajaran yg aku dapat especially bila pergi menyinggah ke kedai runcit....tgok mak cik- mak cik...membeli...kesian bila tgok mereka...beli brg skit...dah 2-3 puluh RM....tp apa nk buat...hakikat kehidupan semakin berubah....Cost oF Living meningkat.....sabar je la..yang penting jgn membazir!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sunday 24 January 2010

Temporary car wash centre....

PEtang ni sempat buka car wash centre..juz utk keta aku je le...hihihihih...xselera tgok..kuning2 je bhgn body bawah keta tu...lori angkut tanah merah bermaharajalela..betul2 depan simpang skolah..hadui!!!xtau la bila diorg tu nk stop angkut tanah......jenuh le aku nat menyental lagi pasni....sudah2 le...kesian le pengguna jalan raya yg lain..jalan kecik ada kat belakng tu..guna le jalan tu...nyusahkan pengguna lain je kontraktor2 ni...pk nk untung je...sumpah seranah orang kat dia...ntah brapa lori....sudah2 nnt..bisnes pon xjalan sgt....hapa da...dah 2 minggu...masuk minggu ke3 rasanya....penat lah mcm ni...kalo panas berdebu2...kalo ujan...macam le apa ntah jalan raya tar tu jadinya....haru betul!!!
Isk..membebel lagi....hahahaahah..oklah...penat..campur lapo......jumpa lagi..nak siap2..pasni Home Bakery berasap lagi...lalalaalala....

Saturday 23 January 2010

Thursday 21 January 2010

Doa mula tugas

Doa MEMULAKAN TUGAS
“ Ya Allah ! Ya Tuhan kami,
Pada hari ini, kami menadah tangan memohon restu perkenan
daripadaMu, jadikanlah hari ini hari kebaikan bagi kami, hari
kesinambungan untuk kami mengejar dan memperjuangkan cita-cita murni
kami.”
“ Sesungguhnya Ya Allah!, jadikanlah hari ini hari bagi kami mengorak
langkah, berhijrah dari sudut yang baik kepada yang lebih baik, dari
insan yang lemah kepada insan yang kamil dan dari tingkah laku yang
kurang baik kepada yang baik dan daripada tingkah laku yang baik
kepada yang lebih baik.”
“ Ya Allah! Engkau jadikanlah segala tugas yang telah dan yang akan
kami laksanakan sebagai suatu ibadah kepada Mu jua.
Kami bersyukur ke hadratMu Ya Allah!, kerana diberi masa untuk terus
hidup, menerokai alam yang penuh dengan khazanah yang engkau ciptakan
untuk kami memikir dan mengambil ikhtibar di atas KeagunganMu.
Jadikanlah penghidupan kami ini sebagai suatu penghidupan yang penuh
keimanan dan ketakwaan kepadaMu Ya Allah.”
“ Ya Allah ! Ya Rohman! Ya Rohim!
Engkau satukanlah hati-hati kami, agar kami dapat bekerja dengan jiwa
yang bersatu-padu, hormat menghormati serta percaya mempercayai,
berikanlah kami kekuatan tenaga dan akal fikiran juga kesabaran dalam
menghadapi segala cabaran dan dugaan, pimpinkanlah kami agar kami
tahu mensyukuri nikmat yang telah Engkau kurniakan kepada kami, juga
pimpinkanlah kami ke atas melakukan perbuatan-perbuatan baik dan
usaha-usaha yang murni yang Engkau redai serta masukkanlah kami ke
dalam lingkungan hamba-hambaMu yang solihin iaitu dengan rahmatMu
jua Ya Allah!”
“ Ya Allah Ya Robbul Alamin !
Perkenankanlah kami untuk menuju ke arah petunjuk Engkau dan
peliharalah kami daripada perkara-perkara yang menyebabkan kebodohan
dan kerosakan diri kami sendiri, selamatkanlah kami daripada sifatsifat
keburukan hawa nafsu kerana ia adalah sejahat-jahat musuh.
Lindungilah kami daripada kesesatan hati , kelalaian, kepapaan ,
kehinaan, kemalasan, beban hutang, kemiskinan dan segala sifatsifat
yang tidak Engkau redai seperti sifat lara yang sia-sia dan
membuang masa.”
“ Ya Allah!, Engkau perbaikilah kami di atas urusan agama kami yang
menjadi sandaran segala urusan kami, engkau perbaikilah dunia kami
yang menjadi tempat penghidupan kami, perbaikilah akhirat kami di
mana kami akan dikembalikan. Ya Allah!, jadikanlah kehidupan kami
sebagai tambatan setiap kebaikan untuk kami.”

Alhamdulillah,...selesai part I..coming soon part II




pics di atas hanya hiasan semata..diambil dari internet....hehehe
Salam...
Syukur sgt2..program yg dirancang berlangsung dgn jayanya..dengan kerjasama dr semua pihak..walaupon pada awal tu ada sedikit kekalutan sebab boss saya hanya akan cari saya utk itu n ini hinggakan kerja PK HEM dia akan cari saya...Puan...saya guru penolong je puan..jgn la belakangkan PK HEM walaupon dia xbyk buat kerja dia sebelum2 ni...
Sehinggakan pening kepala saya nak entertain boss saya sorang ni...walaupon hanya 14 orang daripada 67 orang yg sepatutnya hadir untuk SPM dan PMR agak bagus...35/56...selalunya macm tu lah...turn SPM..maka ayah mcm liat nk dtg..sedih...tp hari ni dtg plak...marah2 cgu..cakap cgu buat kerja xbetul la...buang anak dia..menyusahkan mak ayah..cgu2 xfikir masalah diorng..suka2 wat mcm tu...Aduhai...mak cik2 ni kenapalah bising kat saya...anak2 mak cik n mak cik sendiri xbg kerjasama seblum2 ni..then now u come to attack us just like that??? Is that so easy maik cik2????
They never know how their kids behave at the school..they never know where the kids go..what hte kids do...smoking..escaping..playing truant...bend the school rules...
ponteng sehinggakan melebihi 60 hari tanpa sebab...tanpa surat sakit...tanpa surat yg ada pengesahan Pengerusi JKK....penat sgt2 minda hari ni...
pastu plak..hari baru assistant saya mula nak menolong saya..sedangkan mula sesi 2010..byk kerja dia saya sorang yg buat..bial saya bg tau..xde plak dia follow up n respond..saya dah xjd penyelaras tingkatan 5...tugas tu dah diberi kepada cgu lain atas permintaan n cadangan saya..alhamdulillah boss n pengurusan setuju...tp saya masih kekal sbg Penyelaras@setiausaha projek SPM...penat kan nak layan kerenah yang macam2....program CAKNA adalah hasil usaha saya...untuk mengatasi masalah ponteng di kalangan pelajar2...so alhamdulillah...since the 1st week..especially for form 5 students..ada perubahan dari segi kehadiran...InsyaAllah saya akan berusaha untuk mantapkan lagi program ini...bersama AJK2 penggerak yg lain....
Semoga apa yang saya usahakan ..membuahkan hasil yang baik...segalanya untuk bakal peneraju negara akan datang..segalanya adalah untuk anak2 Melayu yang di depan mata..saban hari..melihat pada yg ada kesungguhan...sayu terasa di hati...dan sedih n terkilan melihatkan sebahagian yang masih tidak nampak halal tuju....ke hulu ke hilir sewaktu P&P berlangsung...aduh..penatnya menangani kerenah mereka ini...Duhai Ibu bapa....bantulah kami..doakan yang terbaik utk anak2 kalian..ruangkan masa...utk lebih CAKNA terhdap anak2...agar anak2 tidak menjadi malaikat di rumah tetapi sebaliknya di seklah...
Hari ini...bapa seorang pelajar lelaki..terkejut bila mengetahu bahawa thun 2009..anaknya...tidak hadir ke sekolah selama 62 hari...ke mana perginya surat amaran pertama..kedua n ke3..?sedangkan kami sdah lakukan seglanya mengikut prosedur... kami guru2 sedaya upaya memberi peluang n ruang untuk anak2 kalian....tapi seandainya tidak dihargai..apalah daya kami..segalanya dilakukan mengikut prosedur..selebhinya kami xmampu untuk menolong lagi....berat mata memandang..berta lagi amanah tergalas...di kiri n kanan bahu kami...andai itu paling byk dihisab...kelak..mohon agar segalanya yang baik2....kami guru2 tak pernah kdekut...segalanya dilakukan seikhlas yang mampu.....semoga segalanya terbaik utk anak2 kalian.....

Tuesday 19 January 2010

A tiring day...

Huhuhhuhu....so tired tonight....penat tul...
Tp dalam kepenatan aku sempat menggodek kuah laksa penang untuk makan2 esok kat makmal....hehehe hari ni kek coklat mendapat sambutan hangat....berebut2 plak...hihih xpe nnt ada masa wat lagi..semua orang dapat rasa....ngeh2...
So esok pagi2 kna bangun awal..erm boss xde lagi esok..hehe jadual boss selalunya aku akan tahu ke mana dia n bila dia meting...hahahahah.....xbermakna aku kaki bodek boss....sebab aku wat kerja...n kerja aku buat memerlukan kehadiran boss...so majlis AKUJANJI xakan berlangsung tanpa boss aku....so?Khamis baru dia ada kat skolah...
Hah!!! baru balik ni...dari sekolah...huhu kelas malam utk pelajar2 asrama...syok ajar diorang...heheheh....just go tru the topic form 4....sebab combine...f4 n f5...
Hurm P&P hari ni pon ok..smooth...yang best..masuk kelas 4 bestari...2nd last..tp budak2 bagus...respect! Tapi xdela aku puji depan mereka...bila aku start mengajar...n sambil2 nasihat...everything went well...budak2 tu kata...'teacher xbekeng pon....'hahaha gelak bosar den.....they tot aku garang n impression mereka pada aku adalah macam tu...sehinggalah hari ni..mereka dah berani bersuara..n they said that...hihihihi... I explained..to them..saya garang or bekeng bila orang buat salah....xbuat kerja..or malas....thats all...so alhamdulillah diorng faham apa yg aku maksudkan...summary of the day..hari ni sangat bagus!!! Even a bit tiring....everythng paid off when am happy...la isla bonita...

Monday 18 January 2010

Aduh!!!! Lupa.....Am sorry!

ALahai...baru tringat..malam ni kelas tambahan form 5...hadush!!!!lupa!!! btol3 lupa!!! aiyark...am sorry...huhuhuuh......esok mesti kena sound machine.....hehehehehe.....apa daa...ptg td dah ingt malam ni ada xtra kelas dak asrama....xpe lah..ganti nnt....hadui!!!!....careless....

Membebel part I


Salam...heheh
sape membebel tu????????????//
Sape lagi kalo bukan saya!!!!Hahahha cikgu yg suka beleber.....wakakaaka...
Hari ni saya ter'tiba' membebel apabila..pelajar form 5....subject English...(mereka ni dah blajar dgn saya last year) so saya tahu sgt pattern n trait diorng ni..so awal2 saya remind them...supaya ada revolusi utk 2010! ok fine.....try to be better than last year...that was my words...saya pon mengajar macam biasa..kalo ikutkan jadual saya dah prepare tu...today is for reading n comprehension..so they have to bring text book.....poor...they told me..teacher u didn;t mention us...so I said...Y don't u come and ask me....? U got ur time table last week..on Thursday..u already knew dat my period is started on Monday...so yesterday no one of u came to ask me....hambik ko...panjang lebar ayat aku ..paham ke???huhuuh selalunya kalo aku membebel dala omputih...aku kena replay dalam versi melayu plak..lotih den!!!
Hurm ok habis part one...so topic changed to literature...The Pearl...by John Steinbeck...so just went for the synopsis...short review...setting...n generally touched about morale value....message..I gave them some notes...n explained in detail ...in Bahasa...something disappointing me...when I started the explanation...they just listening....without writing anything!!! Initially before the session..I did mention to jot down the things I tranlate to Bahasa...but they did not do that!!!
Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!! Geramnnya saya dgn budak2 halus ni...so...15 mins terakhir....saya mula bebelan....hampir2 menangis kerana saya xnak anak2 MELAYU tersungkur lebih awal...dan sudahnya...menjadi kutu2...jalanan...rempit sana sini..lepak sana sini tanpa hala tuju...saya xnak mereka jadi macam tu...saya xnak 2o thun akan dtg..kalo mereka mempunyai anak2...mereka xmampu nak membayar yuran persekolahan anak2 mereka...saya xnak mereka merempat utk mencari sesuap nasi...saya xnak anak MELAYU ketinggalan ..jauh di belakang sana....saya sentiasa ingin sedarkan mereka....tapi apalah daya..hari ini saya membebel...esok lusa....mereka kembali sama....aduhai bangsaku....rebutlah peluang yg terbantang luas terhampar di depan mata ni.....xbersyukur kah kamu dilahirkan dengan taraf.. BUMIPUTRA....yang mempunyai banyak kelebihan di sebalik nama itu....sedarlah..kerana pelaung dan ruang tidak akan selalu terbuka untuk kita selamanya.....Semoga..mereka mampu berfikir dengan rasional...setiap butir nasihat saya...

CHOCOLATE CAKE....



TADAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA.......balik skolah trus masuk my bakery...hehehehe..apa lagi...godek kek coklat plak...jom...jenguk dapurku....sape2 nk resepi..sile le salin...print......


KEK COKLAT

4 biji telur(besar)
2 cwn tpg gandum
2 sudu teh bikabornat soda
2 cwn gula kastard
1/2 cwn serbuk koko + 1cwn air panas (dibancuh bersama)
1 cwn myk masak (jika nak guna mentega pun bole)
1/2 cwn susu pekat
sedikit esen vanila

>>bancuh semua sekali bhn2 tsbt kecuali serbuk koko n air panas
>>kacau sebati serbuk koko & air panas
>>masukkan bancuhan koko dlm adunan td
>>simpan dlm peti sejuk 1/2 jam @ 1jam (kat luar bole gak)
>>sapu loyang dgn marjerin @ mentega
>>ayak tepung gndum atas loyang yg disapu mentega
>>bakar selama 45 minit (180 darjah)

TOPPING
1 cwn serbuk koko
1 cwn susu pekat
1 sudu mkn myk @ mentega
3 sudu mkn air

>>campurkan air, susu, serbuk koko
>>masukkan myk @ mentega
>>masak guna kaedah double boiling(tau kan)
>>kacau hingga pekat ( guna api perlahan)
>>tuang atas kek & taburkan badam @ apa la yg disukai

KEK COKLAT KUKUS

130 gm tpg gandum
50 gm serbuk koko
200 gm gula kastor
5 biji telur
10 gm ovellette
120 gm coklat masakan
170 gm minyak masak ( better ko guna myk sayuran cam corn oil yg mhl tu-utk makan sendiri la...lebih sihat.hahaha)
1/2 sudu esen vanila
3 sudu besar susu pekat manis
1/2 sudu teh serbuk penaik

>>cairkan coklat masakan (double boilier)
>>apabila coklat cair, masukkan myk masak & gaul sebati
>>angkat & sejukkan
>>ayak tepung gandum, sebuk koko & serbuk penaik (jika malas pun takpe...hehehe)
>>satukan telur, gula & ovallette dlm mangkuk pengadun
>>putar hingga pekat & gebu
>>masukkan tepung gandum dlm adunan telur, diikuti coklat yg telah dicairkan
>>masukkan esen vanila & susu pekat. Gaul rata
>>panaskan air pengukus hingga mendidih
sediakan loyang 8 inci
>>kukus dlm 45 minit @ 1 jam.(sampai masak keseluruhan kek)

TOPPING @ COKLAT GANACHE

100gm susu segar / cair ( jika nak manis tambah sket @ guna susu pekat manis pun leh)
300gm coklat masakan
30gm mentega

>>panaskan susu hingga mendidih
>>masukkan coklat & mentega
>>kacau hingga coklat cair
>>sejukkan sejam supaya pekat sebelum dituangkan atas kek coklat

SELAMAT MENCUBA...

Sunday 17 January 2010

Ahad.......dot..dot..dot

Salam...hehehe apa yg dot...dot..dot tu...hihi sje...xde apa pun..
hurm..dah minggu ke-3 eik...isk..cepat nya!!!
Kelas masih mcm biasa...dah tukar jadual baru....hurm dgr ura2 nk tukar lagi aku punya jadual...huhuh....hurm...berani tukar?????????hahhaaha
arini aku rempit pagi2 buta dari pasir panjang..malas nk balik semalam...ngeh3..so awal plak sampai school hari ni...jalan xsibuk sgt..hurm...
everything so good today!!!

Saturday 16 January 2010

High price!!!

salam...
today had my lunch outside...at a kedai makan near jalan hiliran in front of Perodua Hiliran...kuala terengganu...both of us.me n my niece had a half plate rice...fish curry..small cut...some bilis goreng..one small piece daging dendeng...n some vege....drink....kopi o ice...n lemon tea....
RM16.60!!!! I asked for confirmation...yes..that was the price..haiyya...tot eating in some restaurant in KL or out of Terengganu is cheaper...!!!! No wnder y so many ppl from other state complained much about foods in Trg...very expensive!!!!
This is the 1st n last I drop here for my lunch....it is not about the price..but also the service..Am not very calculative about the price of food if the price is as tasty as the food...so its ok..but if not? I think just waste the money.....!!!!

Friday 15 January 2010

Salam pagi Jumaat..

Huhuhuh..pepagi ni tak tau nak start buat apa...padahal byk je kije2 yg pending...huhuhu...layan tenet...layan game..pasni mulakan kerja...pasni tu bila??????????????waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa....hehhee nnt2 lah...aktiviti ptg ni?lom tau lagi.....nnt kalo ada apa come across my mind.....baru le buat.....
tada..........

Thursday 14 January 2010

Kenapa la..........

huk huk...kenapa la byk betul rungutan saya awal2 2010 ni...huhuhuhu...sentimental sgt ke haku ni...isk..isk...erm ..aku just luahkan je apa yg aku rasa..sebab aku tau xde pon makhluk yg setempat kerja aku kat sini...ngeeeeeeeeee..apa2 je lah....nama lagi blog..tempat aku citer segala hal macam...dalam daily life aku.....so???hehehhe..apa2 je la....ye!

Unsatisfied...

Salam....huh..just @home....
What happened just now??????????Really....made to the higher blood pressure......A senior teacher...complained about the latest time table....and wanted to change for the class...imagine...jadual tu punya la lama utk disiapkan..tetiba cikgu yg daha agak2 nak pencen ni suka suki nak tukar..plak tu melibatkan jadual saya!!!!
Am not an English optionist..so kira ok ldah sebab saya sanggup mengajar English form 4 n 5...but it doesn't mean orang suka suki nak bully saya..bagi saya kelas yang corot...every year...yg cikgu sorang ni bolot kelas depan2...form 4 n 5 kat dia..then the rest dia campak je...last year dia dah buat hal..xnak jadi guru kelas...and mangsa yang kena ganti dia.adalah saya!!! Dengan tugas penyelaras tingkatan 5....s/u projek SPM...guru m/p...then tambah lagi guru kelas....sabo lagi...last year dia dah bagi saya kelas form 5 yg paling last...yang xreti membaca pon ada...then saya kena ajar English utk diorang....sabo lagi...so for this year..saya masih lagi dalam panitia Bahasa Inggeris...then dapat lagi kelas form 4 yang 2nd last...ok xpe..pastu saya minta 3rd class form 5..n 4th class form 5...so ok lah tu sebab dia bolot 1st, 2nd n 5th class form 5...n 1st, 2nd n 3rd class form 4....so adil la kan????
Tiba2 nak tukar plak....dia nak jgk 3rd class form 5....then saya???nk bg 5th class????ok fine..hambik semua..then I'm quit!!! Not anymore teaching English...n quit from English panel...ok??? Doesn't matter to teach sivic...or apa2 je lah..janji senang cerita....
So..I called her n explain to her..if she really wanted that class..fine..u take it all..n I'm quit.. She asked y? It is not that simple n easy nak tukar jadual...kesian skit la kat guru jadual waktu...to entertain u sorang....next year u aplly plak jd guru jadual waktu then u suka2 leh letak kelas mana u nak n kelas mana u xnak...can???
Aku bukan merajuk..tapi sedikit bengang dgn sikap selfish dia...kalo last year dia xnak jadi guru kelas dgn alasan dia ada darah tinggi...so resing awal2...la..kan leh option...senang cerita..u xsakit darah tinggi....kalo itulah alasannya...sakit ni..xkira tempat n sebab.....so don't mess up urpersonal n work...n at last u affected to other ppl....
yes...teaching class belakng2 lagi bagus drpd ajar kelas depan2....n lagi bgus kalo kita dapat do something better...best...yg affect to the best result for the last class...but kalo semua form...kelas blkng..n perangai pelajar2 pon mcm hapa ntah....erm..rasanya xmampu...huhuhuh...cakap mmg senang daripada nak laksanakan sendiri..most ppl is very good in giving opinions...say these n those..but try to fit into my shoes...mcm mn???huhuhuhu....hape2 aje...
I'm not selfish....but I'm trying to do something which is equal to everyone...agak2 la...kenapa mesti nk susahkan orang lain....susahkan diri sendiri lebih baik drpd susahkan orang lain...
huhuuhuh....Sabor je lah....hurm ni baru je dapat jadual..lom lagi start utk apa2 program related to project SPM..tunggu je la apa komen2 akan datang nnt......wait n see...hahahhhah
Adios!

Wednesday 13 January 2010

Thanks..n sorry..

Salam...
I do not know what should I say....express to signal that am annoyed with some ppl words...
I really grateful to those who r really concern about me..about my status...thank you very much for the advice....but telling the truth am not that stupid to ignore every good thing in life...and I do know what is good side of the marriage...but can't u imagine...n think...who am I to arrange everything for my life..even this breath is given by Him??? We planned for every good thing in life...but we have to accept all His plans...right??
Don't u recite the 'rukun iman'??? The last one sounds...beriman kepada qada' n qadar??? Don't u believe it????? Come on guys..if u r keep talking about these n those...it is just like.. u speak out everything without thinking....without concern n care about others' feeling...
I am very tired..damn tired to entertain all the questions...non-sense!!!! For me..in spite of showing their concern..it is also good to put another title...busy body!!!!
Yes..my writing seems very emotional....right???
I do not interfere with others' life..even their marriage....but not for them...they are very2 the concern people...very thoughtful..thank you very much..I do not know what is the best complimentary for those who r really concern with my life....may be God knows what is the best for them...Normally...those 'makcik2' in the kampung will always bz about this gossip...but also goes to the graduated people....so many graduated people joined this gossip....huh!!!!!
Macam dah xde kerja lain...dah xde hal lain sangat dah untuk disibukkan...definitely when the people like me gave the reason...u all mula la lecture itu n ini....xbaik la...rugi lah....fitrah manusia lah....requirement of agama lah...hello....do u think that all unmarried people so stupid about all these things??????????? It is better for u to arrange ur life...to concern about ur family rather than giving more attention to those unmarried....
If u r really a good friend...u will understand...and try not to create the worse thing...all of us do have our own feeling...so please...please respect each other.....
Am sorry....very sorry if this writing hurt anyone out there...I do not have any intention to do so...it is just my writing...yell out everything unsatisfied inside me....am very sorry......

@home@

The whole day..stayed at home...not feeling well
Went to c the doc...so already got the medicine...included mc for a day....ngeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

Salam...pagi Rabu..

Hi..to all...just woke up..to get some food...or 'bersahur'...hehehheh...nothing much to merapu this morning...tetiba plak pas makan xngantok..layan FB n blogging jap....hehehe...
So pasni tido balik................................

Tuesday 12 January 2010

Monday 11 January 2010

Monday...Monday...

Hurm....dah masuk hari kedua minggu kedua 2010....Ada apa2 yang menarik????
Hari ini...xde apa2 yang menarik....P&P on mcm biasa...puas hati dah cover satu sub topic...CHM 4541...hehehhehe...Students pon ok...Satu bonus!..Owh..bidang terjun hari ini....briefing subjek English 1119 n CHM untuk pelajar2 form four....Huh...diorng ni..mentang2 baru lepas PMR....main2 je time orang taklimat....hurm..xpe..main2 sama nippon....korang susah nnt..hehehehehe...Next year korang gak yg susah kalo buat hal time form 4 nih...
Petang tadi meeting Panitia...lega skit tahun ni..bila semua program digerakkan oleh Panitia..bukan S/U projek yang gila wat kerja sorang2...heheheh..tapi tgoklah mcm mn nnt....Sekarang pon dah take over kerja2 PK HEM...huhuhuhuh.....apa nak buat....ke hulu ke hilir usung fail AKUJANJI...sampaikan orang2 pejabat tanya aku...Sekarang dah join HEM ke???hahahah aku sengih je....PK 1 satu pon pesan..buat je asalkan xpeningkan kepala kemudian hari..kalo aku xsettle kan hal2 budak2 yg ada masalah ni....nnt nak daftar SPM...masalah plak...n time SPM betul2 lagi masalah...so kenal pasti awal2 mana2 yg ada masalah dari awal...sign MOU..AKUJANJI....korang wat hal...eliminate terus....main2...bila orng dah bg peluang...anak Melayu ni mmg mcm tu..bila terhantuk baru nak sedar...pengajaran untuk diorng...sebab terlalu dimanjakan dengan pelbagai kemudahan....so semua perkara ambil mudan...pandang enteng...Peraturan tetap peraturan..apa2 kerja semua ikut prosedur....
Hurm...byk kertas kerja nak kena draft...n bentang nnt....malam ni nak rehat dulu..esok settle kan semua....time to restttttttttttttttt....dadadadaada

Sunday 10 January 2010



ku menatap dalam kelam
tiada yang bisa ku lihat
selain hanya nama-Mu Ya Allah
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* esok ataukah nanti
ampuni semua salahku
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jadikan aku selamanya
hamba-Mu yang slalu bertakwa

ampuniku Ya Allah
yang sering melupakan-Mu
saat Kau limpahkan karunia-Mu
dalam sunyi aku bersujud





Home sweet home...

Huargh...salam...yeaha hari ni balik awal..meeting cancel plak..haduish!!!
Postpone esok plak..apa da main tangguh2....isk dah le esok ade janji dgn member...hadui!!!!Lewat plak le nk g umah dia....xpe2....jap je kot meeting tu...
Hari ni P&P dah mula dgn lancar...tapi yg jadi masalah...CD courseware plak xleh nak access tru samsung hak kerajaan tu...apo kono ntah...huhu try pasang kat laptop org lain ok plak..hadei!!!
Xpe..apa2 pon xde cd courseware...ttp mantap....minggu ni sempat habis topic ni...yeah!!!
Then proceed dgn experiment especially PEKA......yea..yea....students???Better than last year..hopefully la...1st impression macam ok....harap2 semua sngt2 baik for this year....
Petang ni...nak menggodek lagi sebijik kek lapis cheese ice cream....hehehhehe...
so rehat dulu jap.....nnt kita buka home bakery....yeaha!!

Saturday 9 January 2010

@work@

Salam....
My Saturday was a wonderful day....hehehehhe...Splendid time.....spent at school...the Gotong-royong was successfully done...Me??? Cleaned n tidied up everything...the rest completed my Lesson Plan....heheheeh....at last...I'd successfully submit it....yeaha!!!
Then spent the time hanging around KT with my colleague...huhu another $$$ flew by...huhuhuhhu.....hapa daaaaaaaaa....asyik kuar duit je...bila nak saving???????????????
Hurm...apa2 aje.....sempat siapkan sebj je kek malam ni.....ada lagi 1 bijik..malam esok je lah..dah ngantok...penat sesangat!!!!!Tido!!!!

Friday 8 January 2010

1st weekend in 2010...

Salam...today is my 1st weekend in 2010....nothing much different...but tomorrow need to be at school...it means..weekend is not only weekend....weekend also need to work!
Replacement schooling day for next aidilfitri...hurm..tomorrow also is a 'gotong-royong perdana' day...means no P&P at all....hehehhe
Today??? Time for me to do house keeping!!! A long waiting to tidy up my room!!!! A bit messy...hehehehehe..so..1/3 already done...rest for a moment..to be continued later...heheheh
So catch ya later.....yeaha!!!!!!!!!

Thursday 7 January 2010

Aduhai...

Salam..
Day 5 @work...very tiring...2 sessions morning till afternoon...with CAKNA SPM PROGRAM...
Today the program carried on with the last 2 classes...huhuhuh headache!!!
5 students which are already not listed in the list suddenly appeared!!!
Pening kepala...mencari surat2 amaran..surat diberhentikan sekolah mereka..semuanya attendance 2009 semasa di tingkatan 4 mencecah 70 hari...huhuhuhu...haduhau....ni lan time orang bg peluang ..korang main2....bila dah diberhentikan...mula lah sibuk nak merayu...nak datang..dah terima balik nnt...buat perangai balik....selalunya macam tu lah kalo terima semula pelajar-pelajar yg bermasalah ni..sudahnya kita cikgu-cikgu yang pening...
Pengetua dah bising dengan PK HEM sebab cuai menguruskan hal-hal mcm ni..mana xnya..main sain je surat...langsung xde senarai pelajar yang dah kena amaran 1,2 n 3,,,,n senarai yg dah dibuang..langsung xde direkod!!!
Entahla macam mana diorng buat kerja..sudahnya..aku jugak kena buat surat AKUJANJI untuk budak2 bertuah ni....bertambah lagi kerja...sudahla ada penolong penyelaras..tapi semuanya aku yang buat sorang2....fotostat itu n ini..aku jugak...hadush!!!
Meeting english panel...everything was okay...n still teaching English SPM...form 4...new topics for literature component...nak kena study lagi...huhuhuhu...semalam and hari ni sakit kepala xhilang2...petang ni tido lagi..kul 6 bangun...tu pon sebab mak cik dari Kuala Berang datang..kesian tetamu dtg jauh2....tetamu mesti diraikan....
So...malam ni..masih lagi headahce.....hadush!!!!!!
tido awal????entahla belalang......

Wednesday 6 January 2010

CAKNA....

Salam...
Baru je balik...hari ni fully occupied masa...program CAKNA SPM....@bersama Pengetua...students SPM bersama pengetua...so esok lagi satu hari nak habiskan kelas yg belakng lagi 2 kelas....so everything went as well as we planned...alhamdulillah...
Hurm...sempat habis kerja kul 3.30 td ke kedai komputer..melabur duit..untuk dapatkan ink catridge pg40....kali ni beli yang original...hari tu beli yg compatible..kejap je..dah running out...isk2...harga beza dalam rm20..tp guna 2-3 kali dah habis...so....kali ni..atas recommendation...beli yg original..lah.
Penat!!!!..kepala xlarat nak fikirkan kerja lagi buat masa ni..Saturday nnt skolah...awal2 sekolah gantian untuk raya nnt..hehehehe....kebetulan program gotong-royong perdana...so...alang2...kan.nnt pon ganti jgak...so rehat dulu....see yeah...

Tuesday 5 January 2010

Numerical changes..050110

Salam....
Heheheee....I am so touched when I logged in to my FB account n saw..so many birthday wishes....
Thanks a lot to all frend for the beautiful thought...
Hurm..realize that everything is changed when it comes into new 2010....so soon so fast...but it happens every year...hehehehhe...nothing much special compared to the thought from dearest friends...really appreciate it...May God returns u all with more happines n prosperity in ur life friends...
Not to forget....Mr&Mrs. Badang for the treat this evening...at First Station n for the gift...it is not the price to be counted..but the kindness n ur thoughtfull...to be appreciated..
It is a numerical changes...for every year in my life..the figure automatically changed when it comes for the time...hehehhehe...Just pray for my successfull in everything...wish everything is better than before...wish my belief..my strength...stronger than before..may God leads me to the right path...may everything I do...is blessed...by Him...may every good thing on my side..n wish to be on the right track...amin!!!!
2010...revolution..ahead...InsyaAllah....
Thousand thanks...to all beloved frends....n relatives...

Monday 4 January 2010

1st day@work..

Salam....hi to all...n wishing myself..welcome back to school...my 1st day...yesterday I wasn't at school..attended last meeting for CHM4541/3...so yesterday also a day went out with old fren from Penang..my course mate in Uni...Today still using the old time table...the new one is not yet finish...still in progress...expected to complete next week..hope so..lah!
So I started my 1st chemistry class with some general briefing...n manage to review some notes related to chapter one....Rate of Reaction..so new students still blurr....need to mesmerize everything....huhuhuh...some of them still sleeping may be..did not have chm text book!!!! Still playing....n delaying to get it...Hish!!!! Don't play lah....heheehhe
The next class....the first from the last..hehehehe...OMG..their attitude changed!!!!heheeh. Tot that they like before...but so cool..today..sitting properly at the place n talking very nice...hurm...put remark for this good manner...Hurm actually very tired today...n my migraine still on n on...till an incident happened to me..someone approached me an d asked for some help..at first..decided to help but....he was too annoying coz keep pushing me to give help...i noted that helping ppl in need is a noble deed...but please don't push if u r really need it..u will get it..but if u keep forcing...I do not think that u r really in need...but u r playing a trick to get it...n one thing...u r the one who need some help..but u r asking so many questions sort of busy body about other ppl's life...then u starting to say this n that..n talking about pahala for those who help others!!!!Harh....!!!
When u met me at ..u keep asking when to give it...I'm not promising anything to u....!!!
If am willing then will let u know...but if not...still will let u know 2moro..not today!!!
So annoying...i never put my trust 100% to other ppl...especially when it is relates to MONEY!!!
And again am sick....am tired...to entertain this type of ppl..and again..to relief my ache...I need some medicine....alhamdulillah felt relief after a short nap..before my 2nd class...n after taking synflex Naproxen sodium..550mg...hopefully the next morning he will not annoy me with the same questions....am tired!!!!other frens supported me very much!Thanks to all...this is one factor why I like to work here....ppl are very helpful...n i have a very understanding colleague here...a place to work in peace....hope everything is better for 2moro....2moro never dies...so do work!!!!never ending work.!!!!Chaiyyok!!!

3 Jan 2010...a visit with frens....@Taman Tamadun Islam
































Saturday 2 January 2010

A new feel....

Salam....
2nd day in new year..2010...a new feel..n a new way...a new improvement...with new wishes to be fulfill..working harder and harder...to achieve the target...hoping that everything is done is on the right track...n blessed!!!
Meeting in the morning was started at 9.00..but I was the only one missed the train...n I was at teh place at 8.30.,....it is ok to come earlier, rite???????heheheheh
So today is only to settle all the forms...marks...n tomorrow is the last meeting for our team...hoping that I'm able to accomplish everything tonight...there are a lot of things....which are not yet settled...
I need to get back to mt school tomorrow morning to get my boss's endorsement.. .what a forgetful mind...I forgot to get it before this....again I have to rush to the meeting at 9.30...thanks to my team leader n also was my guider when I was doing my practical training at SMK Dato' Razali Ismail formerly known as SMK Bandar..My team leader is very dedicated..thank you so much for the help.....
Today was also a very tiring day....I went to Mydin n Giant hypermarket..but unsuccessful to get any parking lot...an the traffic was also terrible!!! two days I went at the same place..but also did not get any place...I do not understand...why the peole is busy shopping here n there...hehehheheh...at last I went to Mydin branch in Kuala Ibai....huhuhu...there was still many ppls...but luckily I got the parking!!!!!! I just wanted to buy my fahter's thing..he asked me to get something...n thanks God..I got it....
Along the way from Jalan Sultan Mahmud heading to Batu 6 tru Manir, I was very shocked n frightened to see how the Malay younger biking...very scary!!! Too dangerous n pitiful...demoralize!
They riding without concern the safety of themselves and also the other road users! Very rude...
This situatios showed that how the youngers act these days...they rather 'rempit n lepak' than doing something good..they choose to mingle with unhealthy activities...drugs..pills n other things which may harm themelves.
Poor Malay teenagers!! Im not bias of racist...but I just wanna see more Malay who involve in industry...success in bussines...be a successful person...why they do not 'race' for the success...in their life....they race for the horror death on the road...the look for the things to harm themselves....so pathetic!!

Friday 1 January 2010

Epilog berakhir....revolusi baru bermula...

Wah....dah masuk 2010 kan???????????
Mcm xpercaya...tapi itulah...hakikat...malam tadi jugak berlakunya gerhana bulan...sekitar jam 2-5 pagi....mudah-mudahan segalanya diberkati n dirahmatiNya....InsyaAllah...
Hrm...oagi tahun baru seindah pagu Jumaat..hujan di luar mencurah-curah....hujan rahmat....
saya bergegas sewala jam 8.00 pagi ke lokasi 'meeting' hari ini...hurm meeting ni xde triplle cliam for overtime pon....insyaAllah..ganjaran tersirat....who knows??????????
Apa2 pun agak kelam labut..pagi ni..sebab ada bahan yang xsempat saya bereskan....malu n segan dengan orang2 lama....itulah malam tadi excited nak tgok celebration new year di Trg...huhhuh padahal xada apa lah sangat..hanyalah bersesak...traffic jam dr bulatan penyu..sehingga ke Syahbandar...huhhuuh...huhuhuhu...itulah 1st n last saya nk tgok celebration...tp xde nampak apa2 pon..tidak sehebat bandaraya2 lain yg gah di luar sana...apa2 pun yang penting azam kita untuk menjadi lebih baik dari semalam adalah lebih penting dari semua jenis cara sambutan tu....hehehehe..InsyaAllah.....saya akan buat yg terbaik untuk capai segala yang baik..dalam hidup ini...perlu revolusi untuk maju ke hadapan..ibarat seperti slogan yang masih saya ingat sewaktu pernah bekerja di sektor swasta dulu..'one revolution ahead'.....sampai ke hari ini saya ingat slogan tu walaupon dah lama saya tinggalkan bidang tu....tempat pertama saya mencari rezeki...manakan saya nak lupa.....
So...untuk hari2 seterusnya di tahun 2010..saya mengharapkan semua yang baik-baik untuk semua orang termasuk utk diri saya...tinggalkan segala epilog2 duka....biarlah ia berlalu meninggalkan kita....apa yang baik....atau buruk itulah guru kita untuk akan datang...
Untuk kawan2 yang mengunjung blog saya...SELAMAT TAHUN BARU YE.......untuk 2010...saya akan berusaha lebih gigih....GAMBATE!!!!