Alhamdulillah....my effort for the 2009 paid even though not so good..but am satisfied with the result but still need to work harder....put much more effort ..speed up the velocity..so that the momentum resulted an effective collision later...huhuuhuhuh...need to add more catalyst to get the rate of reaction more faster...n the product is better...huhuhuhu...For this year I should use more chemistry theory in my job spec...so that it will parallel with my target...huhuhuhuhu...
Huhu what a long tiring day...playing with the numbers...figures for the whole day...lost emotion...kicking the thing around...just bcoz nobody understood my situation...so bad of me!!! Worse of the worst....I tried to be cool n good to everyone..but everyone were not trying to b good with me..keep pushing me...I know that what u r waiting for..but can't u see how am struggling myself with all those things????can't u b more considerate...at least let me finish n settle all the things then u will get what u want...u r not the one who is going to analyse all the thing even if I gave all the data earlier...in the end..all the analysis will be done by me..alone!!!!!!
I was acted weirdly...jus bcoc some of the idiot pushed me to be like this..put me into worse situation earlier...if u ease my job..then i will not be like this...am very sorry to act like this way...it was not my plan to b like this...pressure drove me crazy....am not good to handle my emotion...when it comes the pressure...i will lost...for a while...bcoz am doing it alone....
Anyway a highly appreciaiton to the help from all those good heart..willing to lend ur hand to easy me job..if not..again i will be more crazy..
Am damn tired of calculating this n that....sorting these n those....need a break for a moment....till the next time i need to continue for the analysis....before am setting off to somewhere....i have to complete all the tasks....then it will be better to enjoy myself..before the next task coming....cherish up my life.....lalalalalalalalalal....sorrow inside but have to keep it all....it just nothing compared to waiting task....letting it go...is the best way....am I???? InsyaAllah...i'm willing to do when it comes the right time..
So happy to c the happines faces in front of me this morning... the successful..with them...mde them happier..may Allah gives the best thing in ur life...my dear students...I love u all....eternally.....hehehhehehe cheerio!!
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