Decision to make...choices to do...

It is now already the second month of 2009..but still haven't make any choice..the way is widely open, but am stuck when it comes this situation..to choose things for myself. Am so eager to do so..to be there, to complete till higher level..but there are a lot of things blocked my mind to make the best decision..and am oso not a good decision maker!!!!Poor me....

Leaving
on a jet plane...

All my bags are packed

Im ready to go
Im standin here outside your door
I hate to wake you up to say goodbye
But the dawn is breakin
Its early morn
The taxis waitin
Hes blowin his horn
Already Im so lonesome
I could die

So kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that youll wait for me
Hold me like youll never let me go
cause Im leavin on a jet plane
Dont know when Ill be back again
Oh babe, I hate to go

Theres so many times Ive let you down
So many times Ive played around
I tell you now, they dont mean a thing
Evry place I go, Ill think of you
Evry song I sing, Ill sing for you
When I come back, Ill bring your wedding ring

So kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that youll wait for me
Hold me like youll never let me go
cause Im leavin on a jet plane
Dont know when Ill be back again
Oh babe, I hate to go

Now the time has come to leave you
One more time
Let me kiss you
Then close your eyes
Ill be on my way
Dream about the days to come
When I wont have to leave alone
About the times, I wont have to say

Oh, kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that youll wait for me
Hold me like youll never let me go
cause Im leavin on a jet plane
Dont know when Ill be back again
Oh babe, I hate to go

But, Im leavin on a jet plane
Dont know when Ill be back again
Oh babe, I hate to go

where to go?why must leave????????Ehehehehe no idea...sometime boring wif current life..blinking my eyes...when I have nothing to do..sometime don't know what to do..don't know where to start....blurrrrrrrrrrrrrr.....wanna stop now...will be back soon.....

Why Homeless to Havard???

Hi...evening to me myself..tonight I'm spending my time wif my Dell Latitude..Actually it's not mine..it is belongs to MOE..my department..this is not misuse..while doing some school work, I relaxing myself by writing in my blog...I don't think this is a big crime...hahahahahah...My heading above...Homeless to Harvard...is chosen because I really like this movie very much. It is about a young n resilient girl, who is trying her best hardly to pursue her education till tertiary level even though she has to face and stay in her broken family, her father is a drug addicted while her mother a heavy alcoholic and whatever situation it is, Liz Murray able to handle all the things calmly..A few lines about Homeless to Harvard, The Liz Murray Story...At 15, Liz Murray finds herself living on the streets after her mentally ill, drug-addicted parents falter in their attempts to keep their family together. Instead of crumbling, the troubled teen clings to hope and determination, and works her way up and out of homelessness - all the way to Harvard University. This three-time Emmy-nominated film is based on an incredible true story..I watched this movie more than 3 times...I wish I will b able to get it at the market...and wanna share it wif my students...I wanna they know how to appreciate the chance that they have now..and be grateful with what they have....This movie is made as my inspiration to be more thankful wif the chance given..the opportunity comes..and not to regret with the things happened but to take it as a guideline..to glance it as a life's struggle..n obstacle...I wish I could be strong as what I want....Life is sometime to be like a puzzle...which is we do not exactly know the things in the future..hard to expect what is next...but when it comes the right time, we know that the things are fated to be like that. As the time goes by, we successfully done so many beneficial things in our life. Sometime we forget to be satisfied with all the things we had done. And sometime we keep blaming to other things as the causes of bad incident...but we never look at it wif a minimal view..which is called "Qada' and Qadar" in our life..We always like to be forgetful to back to the right path, n we used to bend the rule and in the end...we found the difficulty in our life..and started to be frustrated and never turn back to see who..what..and why...all the things come to you....when we open up our eyes widely..to see the world...then we know how grateful we r...to born as what we are...

What happened in Gaza????Who cares about it?Why it happened?What we had contributed to them??????




Do we care what happened in Gaza...?Wake up..everybody...wake up to save our relatives...to destroy the violence....and give them a smiling face...to cherish up their life...may God bless us..may God gives the strength to them to face the violence in their place...

Damai Yang Hilang

Tercalar pelangi dihiris gerimis

Senja pun merangkak menutup mentari

Terbias warnanya ke wajah

Lagu kedamaian tiada kedengaran

Bumi yang merekah disirami darah

Kemelut melanda tiada kesudahan

Kemusnahan bermaharajalela

Yang lemah menjadi mangsa

Anak-anak kecil mengongcangkan ibunya

Yang lemah longlai tak lagi bernyawa

Jeritan suara batinnya

Tak siapa mendengarnya

Tergaadaikan maruah oleh janji-janji

Terbayarkah dengan nyawa dan darah

Soalan yang tiada jawapan

Kemanusiaan telah lama hilang

Kini yang tinggal hanya ketakutan

Musnah kasih sayang dan persaudaraan

Tandus akhlak dan keimanan

Menyemai persengketaan

Munajatku HambaMu.....
Di malam syahdu yang sepi ini

Ku curahkan segala isi hati

Mengapakah kini baru sedari

Banyak perintahMU telah ku ingkari
Dulu hidupku sering terleka

Diulit mimpi dunia yang fana

Tapi tak pernah ku mencuba

Untuk lari dari tipu dan daya
Jiwa ku yang dulu sepi

Kini keinsafan telah ku miliki

Berlinangan air mata ini

Berderai jatuh membasahi bumi
Dulu hidupku sering terleka

Diulit mimpi dunia yang fana

Tapi tak pernah ku mencuba

Untuk lari dari tipu dan dayanya
Jiwa ku yang dulu sepi

Kini keinsafan telah ku miliki

Berlinangan air mata ini

Berderai jatuh membasahi bumi
Terimalah munajat ku ya Allah

Aku mengharapkan kasih dan sayangmu

Hamba ini bergelumang dengan dosa

Moga diberikan maghfirahMU

A new story to go...

Wif my fwen..Meng..on our way for Hari Raya..Oct 08.
Hi...world!!!!Am back again..to share..to tell..to write...anything wif anyone outside there..am not a good writer..or a good author..am not a professional journalist which can give an effective touch on my writing..am just an amateur writer...I wanna share wif everybody about the beginning of 2009....which is for me..it may be a good starting..but sometime could be bad..life is not only about what we have..but it includes the things we do..we see..we know...n many more..My career is now could be said at a good level...I never see things as a big problem until the people around bend it to be like that..and I definitely disagree wif the people who turns it bad. Every good work will be paid off..so believe it or not..we just have to do our best, don't care about all the parasite said..and you will see the things on a good view. I like my life right now..but I don't like the people who are going to be busy wif my life..who are going to interrupt into mine. I know who am I, I know what am gonna do..
My way is now open widely..my opportunity is open now, what I need to do just working hardly for it. I know this a right time for to do more n to give more. Ignore the things that can spoil me, just do things better and everything will be paid to me soon...hope this 2009 everything is better than before..my life will be more organized..and myself..will get my own happiness....InsyaAllah...

Ayah ibu ampunilah dosa kami semua Ayah ibu doakan kami dunia dan akhirat Dari kecil sehingga dewasa Kau menyayang dan sering memanja Menanam iman menyemaikan taqwa Mengajar kami muliakan agama Ayah ibu berkorban jiwa berkorban harta Ayah ibu semoga Allah tinggikan derajatmu Sebelum nyawa meninggalkan jasad Sebelum suria terbitnya di barat Kau amanahkan Al Qur'an dan sunnah Jadi panduan di akhir zaman Belaianmu masih terasa Ya Allah tempatkan mereka di syurga Kami cintakan Allah Kami kasihkan rasul Kami sayangkan Ayah Kami sayangi Ibu

Ayah dan ibu Itulah permulaan kami Dapatlah melihat bulan dan Matahari Ahai...Yang dikurniakan dari IlahiAhai...Ayah dan ibu lah Mesti dihormati Ayah dan ibu Wali dan juga keramat Pada mereka kita beri hormatAhai...Bagilah tunjuk ajar dan Nasihat Supaya hidup Supaya hidup kita akan selamat,,,

I miss my late mum very much....love seeker..

My dear Balqis..

Gelagat Balqis.....

huhuhuhuh....apa nak buat pas ni...?
Apo bondo ni Cek Su...??????????
Alimnye saya....
Smiling...u r on candid camera...chak!!!
Chak!!!!!
Eh..eh...nape ni?
Ye..saya...Nur Balqis..bt Mohd Hishamuddin
Watchaaaaaaaaa!!!
Eh..ni saya punya!!!!
I believe I can fly...hehehehe
Boring plak...
Apa kat sana tu ye?Cam menarik je......
Watcha!..Landing time...
Comeynye....
Cepatla..bukakan tudung ni...rimas plak....camana nak buka ni...??????

This pic was snapped when I visited my lovely niece in Klang..she just turned to 5 months ++++.
Balqis was playing with her toys...suddenly her untie snapped her pic..shocking reaction...hehehehe..

NUR BALQIS BINTI MOHD HISHAMUDDIN

Balqis gave the best pose....cute..lovely...

Till now...

Hi...it is almost a year I haven't sign in for this blog..I created this blog last year..but used to be forgetful about it..sorry my dear blog spot...I just fly back from Klang, to my bro's house..n spent few days there with some activities which are not be found in K.T...may be...heheheheh..
picture above showed that some places where I did some 'survey'...this economic saving time we have to do some survey in order to be a smart buyer...muahahahahahha....am not spending much time on shopping..I just spent the time wif my niece...Balqis..

my lovely Balqis wif me..spending our time in front of my new Aspire...brought it to see the IT doctor..my Aspire had to be 'operated'...at last the pro person made it!!!!I had a lot of Balqis's pics..but not yet up load to my Aspire...till now I found dat I have to find some other time to fix anything dat related to my blog..






Balqis actually was sitting on my lap...I was lapping her on me..but my apperance on that time was so 'clumsy'...hahahahahaha..so I have to hide myself...watcha!!!!Ok Balqis....hope ur Umi will see ur pics...I will be back to write down my stories..next time...See ya!!!

La Isla bonita...

Hi...this is my 2nd day..writing in this new born blog...still out of idea but trying to jot down something interesting..if but interesting enough..it means I am not so good in writing..Hehehehe...Why I use the header of this topic la is la Bonita???erm.I think the meaning of these words is happy as I am...so it shows that I am quite happy for this moment..but not yet sure for the up coming moment....Muallah...

Welcome...welcome to new place...

Hi...hello n assalamualaikum...huh...at last..I am winning myself for having another new blog...I had been waiting for such a long time to have this..but it used to be delayed..n delayed..until I find myself work hard for it..n that is it..a new world for me to drop anything on it..Hope it works!!!Not putting me down till the last time...Perhaps so..Hope the sunshine will everlasting shining...even during the winter...it will melt all the snow down outside..break all the ice...but not to invite the disaster..Flood...huhuhuhu...what I am talking about?I don't know..~~Damn out of idea~~