3rd day...1st day work..

Salam...
Hi....today is my 1st day of work...not bad...early morning..as I had finished with the breakfast, I dropped by at the office to collect the information since the office staff called and I was not heard the call. Lucky morning tralalalalalalaaa...met my bos and her sweetest words forever stunned me!Not only stunned but also stung!!!Blaa....blaa...bla....and I just wanted to defend myself because I was not the right person to be scolded or to be a place of her anger. Oh madame...I think you should not extend the service until you 60. I was so dumped when the things I did not do, and the authorized person blame me these and those. If I knew the stories earlier, I definitely shut my mouth to answer yours, madame!!!!
As a result,me n other friends have  to write show cause letter again and again for the collection of 2012. A good beginning madame! I salute your leadership.
As the mood swings at the school...and it slowly blown away by the wind I had a beautiful 1st day with my students. I got a comfortable time table, I got a wonderful jobs assigned to me for 2012 session. Marvelous!
Then, I just throw all the sadness into the pan when this evening I went to kitchen and cook some foods for dinner and baked 'layered meat bread'...So...lets go for the view...yeaaaaaaaaaaaha...click here ====>

'roti berlapis daging'  .....

Activity...

today...early morning got extra chemistry class with form four students...A bit late reached at school...waited for my students..tot they were not coming..but they sat at another class...so started the class around 9.30 a.m...
Got an early bird call..my daddy called from Mecca...informed that he alreadt came back from Mina..alhamdulillah..
So..the topic salt could not be completed...the students were so eager to go home at 12...it was raining in the morning..till now...so will be continued next year.....if am alive...
Rushed to CIMB to make a payment....since I noticed that tomorrow is 3rd of Dec...so need to clear up the payment b4 4th....
It is still raining outside...probably the next day...flood again....n will stuck at home again!
Am still thinking n thinking..what is the best thing to do....huh????????????????

Susah sgt ke nak bagi peluang....

Kenapa susah nak bagi peluang?????????Kenapa susah nak trust orang lain....?
Dan kenapa mesti jadi macam tu?????????????
Kenapa pilih untuk jadi macam tu...?Teruk sangat ke orang lain tu....kenapa susah nak bercakap benar..kenapa mesti tipu sana tipu sini..apa yg korang dapat ye??/
Bagilah peluang kat diri sendiri untuk jadi seorang yg dipercayai....sudah2 lah jadi penipu....cubalah jadi orang yg jujur....cukupla tipu kawan-kawan semata-mata kepentingan diri....x kan ke mana semua tu....

Distracted????

Why????
the simple answer is....wanna kill everything that brings harmful to life...How? Still seeking for the best way....everything seems to be very simple n easy at first thought...but the implementation...is not as east as ABC.....:(..
Kenapa ye...susah sangat nak faham situasi sekarang...buat baik salah...buat jahat lagi lah salah..buat tak tau?Nanti orang kata kera sumbang...so segalanya serba x kena..susah untuk satisfy other people...esepcially someone yg sukar untuk difahami...Tolong susah..xtolong...lagi lah serba salah..pendek kata hidup sentiasa in doubt...Aku cuba buat setakat yang termampu...walaupun kadang2 agak terganggu dengan semua ni...tapi aku cuba untuk tidak mengungkit! Bahaya kalo ungkit segala pertolongan kita....apa yang patut dilakukan...fikirkan segala yang buruk pernah kita buat kat orang..itu yang terbaik..kawan aku pernah bagi quote ni..ala2 mcm gitu lah maksudnya...so everytime aku down...atau situasi yang jadikan aku mcm ni..aku mula akan fikir...apa kesilapan aku buat hari ni....heheheh..xapalah apa saja alasannya..yang penting..niat kta...
Isk..malam ni buntu untuk teruskan....mungkin idea masih belum cair...beku...penangan cuaca...sejuk....ye ke?ye kot....hehehehheeh..so better stop drpd terus merapu....!

Almost empty....

Guess what guys...what was almost empty??????????????????? Huhuhuhuh..there was a long story..this evening drove back from hand ball's training with students...Ran to drop by to see my old fren...on the way to see her...I saw a yellow-reddish signal blinking near to my rph meter..initially...I did not care what was that light...but again for second glance....It was Fuel-empty signal....waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa....another miles to reach...so how...tot that signal was blinking since this morning when I noticed that it almost a week I haven't feed off my blackly....car. I was praying n hoping that I could reach the place....thanks God..I managed to see my fren..and drove back to my home sweet home...n asked my dad any extra or stand by fuel...again for the next lucky time...got some fuel..n pour it into..then drove to the nearest pump station...fuh.....RM50 to feed my blackly Gen2...then drove to n fro...to my home....Schooling today just nothing much to do except..counting on the head of presence students..rather than the absentee...It is a normal situation when it comes a replacement schooling day..many people will get excused....So do students-teachers....so nothing much to comment about this day..but the biggest success was I completed the chapter 2 lesson of Chemistry form 5.....tomorrow will proceed with 3rd chapter....try it harder to complete this 3rd chapter...redox reaction...afraid of the OTI 1 form 5 next May...hopefully I can complete it by OTI 2 next month....am a bit tired...oooo...I met my x-course mate who is also a primary-teacher...married to a teacher n has a 1-old-year daughter...but the uncomfortable thing was...the question which was bounced out of her chatterbox was...about my personal life... I tot she knows that every single woman hates to be asked with this type of question...did she try to show her concern or try to be a busybody....?Dunno but as what in my mind...she is proud with her own status compared to me..may be?I guess so....nevertheless...I was still trying harder not to hurt my fren..even deep inside..I really hate to pretend good...Don't worry...if there is any good new...am gonna break it to all the nearest frens...life is life..whatever it is...no matter how hard it is...it must be go on...........may the strength will be mine forever...my the patience leads me to the right...may everything will always be good...with me.

Story I

Salam....salam..sejahtera..salam ukhuwwah..salam perpaduan...Jam kat tepi aku dah kul 6.45..ptg. So ptg ni aku boring..tu pasal aku online..2-3 hari kebelakangan ni aku jarang online..fokus pada kerja je byk, tapi tak siap2 jugak....malah makin bertambah..aku pun rasa dah mcm semput je asyik rush ke hulu n ke hilir..kelek file ke sana n ke sini..penat tul thun 2009 ni..ntah la kenapa...beban kije bley tahan la thun ni...apa nak buat..tugas namanya...tapi honestly..betul2 penat....mood nak bercerita pun kurang..ketandusan idea..otak penat nak fikir perkara lain...asyik fikir kije yg makin hari makin membukit...lama2 mengunung...huhuhuhu..