Words...

Salam....I am quite busy these few days....a lot of things come almost on the same time..made me unable to glance to the other side...almost became unable to handle those things..quickly. I need some more time to entertain many requests...if not I could not give a good or even a better respond...Am sorry to those people whom still stay waiting for the things to be hand over last week...I really sorry for the late respond...but I do had a lot of things to be done first...Bukan saya xnak tunaikan permintaan yang lain-lain tu..tapi minggu ni betul2 terikat dengan tugas2 lain yang datang lebih dulu..so saya buat kerja mengikut prosedur...and sapa yang datang dulu saya akan selesaikan dahulu...hari ini adalah masa untuk saya berehat setelah semalam seharian...7-8pm saya berada di luar menguruskan tugasan yang perlukan saya. Untuk Kak Pah, Kaunselor sekolah...saya x dapat lagi serahkan apa yang akak nak tu...saya akan cuba buat secepat mungkin...saya hanya ada dua tangan...untuk saya kerjakan banyak perkara....dua kaki untuk saya kerahkan pergerakan saya ke sana dan sini....sehinggakan semalam semasa bertugas, saya terpaksa menolak tawaran pihak tertentu untuk menyertai kontinjen MSSM Setiu..cukuplah tenaga yang trlah saya sumbangkan tahun lepas....tahun ini saya betul2 menolak untuk menyumbang tenaga di luar daerah...saya perlu fokus yang lebih untuk akademik anak-anak didik saya, memandangkan kepercayaan yang saya terima pada awal tahun ini...jadi saya perlu laksanakan dengan sebaik mungkin..moga2 segala penat jerih..usaha saya bersama2 yang terlibat dengan Projek SPM 2009 akan mendapat pulangan yang setimpal dan lebih baik dari tahun sebelum2nya...aminnnnnnnnnnnn....insyaallah.

I MEANT IT....

When i said i love u..i meant it..
when i said i miss u..i meant it..
when i say,u re everything to me..i meant it
when i say i cant live without u..i meant it
when i said i can see another person in ur place..i meant it
when i say no one else can ever replace u,..i meant it
when i said there is no space for another in my heart..i meant it
when i said it hurts..i felt it
when i said i feel like dying..i felt it
when i said i am lonely..i felt it
when i said i’m in sorrow..i felt it
when i said i still love u..i felt it
when i said i’m tearing..it was there
when i said i still feel like u re by myside..u were no more there

u told me u’ll always love me..u lied
u told me u could never throw me off..u lied
u told me ,no one can ever take me off u..u lied
u said i was forever..u lied
when u said ur love will never fade..u lied
u said u’ll never hate me..u lied
u said’u'll always stay the same…u lied
u said u can never live without me..u lied
u said no one can ever take my place..u lied
u said there no space for another in ur heart..u lied
u promised to be by myside forever..but u never kept it

why
did you hold my hands when u know u re gonna let urself go…leaving me behind u..n all the lies n
promises gone iwf u..wat sin i did till u hate me to the bottom of ur heart?Easily u erased all ur loves n tenderness to me..wat am i worth
now..wat am i to be..everything i do..turns out to be wrong to ur
eyes..when i walk by myself..u still think i’m a burden..what else can
i do..to make u realize..the only thing i did was to love u truly..wut
lies in me will die with me..felt by none but me alone..
i was once a happy person..but not for now..but may be for the next coming time…perhaps so..Gosh!!!

mY iMMORTAL..

I’m so tired of being here

Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave, I wish that you would just leave
Coz your presence still lingers here
And it won’t leave me alone

These wounds won’t seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There’s just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried I’d wipe away all of your tears
When you’d scream I’d fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me

You used to captivate me by your resonating mind
Now I’m bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away all the sanity in me

These wounds won’t seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There’s just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried I’d wipe away all of your tears
When you’d scream I’d fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me

I tried so hard to tell myself that your gone,
But though you’re still with me,I’ve been all alone all along

When you cried I’d wipe away all of your tears
When you’d scream I’d fight away all of your fears
And I’ve held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me, me, me, me

Almost empty....

Guess what guys...what was almost empty??????????????????? Huhuhuhuh..there was a long story..this evening drove back from hand ball's training with students...Ran to drop by to see my old fren...on the way to see her...I saw a yellow-reddish signal blinking near to my rph meter..initially...I did not care what was that light...but again for second glance....It was Fuel-empty signal....waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa....another miles to reach...so how...tot that signal was blinking since this morning when I noticed that it almost a week I haven't feed off my blackly....car. I was praying n hoping that I could reach the place....thanks God..I managed to see my fren..and drove back to my home sweet home...n asked my dad any extra or stand by fuel...again for the next lucky time...got some fuel..n pour it into..then drove to the nearest pump station...fuh.....RM50 to feed my blackly Gen2...then drove to n fro...to my home....Schooling today just nothing much to do except..counting on the head of presence students..rather than the absentee...It is a normal situation when it comes a replacement schooling day..many people will get excused....So do students-teachers....so nothing much to comment about this day..but the biggest success was I completed the chapter 2 lesson of Chemistry form 5.....tomorrow will proceed with 3rd chapter....try it harder to complete this 3rd chapter...redox reaction...afraid of the OTI 1 form 5 next May...hopefully I can complete it by OTI 2 next month....am a bit tired...oooo...I met my x-course mate who is also a primary-teacher...married to a teacher n has a 1-old-year daughter...but the uncomfortable thing was...the question which was bounced out of her chatterbox was...about my personal life... I tot she knows that every single woman hates to be asked with this type of question...did she try to show her concern or try to be a busybody....?Dunno but as what in my mind...she is proud with her own status compared to me..may be?I guess so....nevertheless...I was still trying harder not to hurt my fren..even deep inside..I really hate to pretend good...Don't worry...if there is any good new...am gonna break it to all the nearest frens...life is life..whatever it is...no matter how hard it is...it must be go on...........may the strength will be mine forever...my the patience leads me to the right...may everything will always be good...with me.

CRYSTAL BALL...ALMOST GONE...

Hi...Am back to blogging myself...to tell...to share what do I feel right now...am totally up set at these moment...Once I read the text sent by one of my ever best friend...All this while he is the place where I pour every sadness of mine...every happiness in my life...everything will be in his hand...but now things will be different..He is now away from me...the distance makes us apart..partially away! sometimes we use to keep in touch by calling or messaging...but now rarely happen like that...Am asking myself..where he is now..initially I just accept this situation as a part of being apart to each other...one in east n one in the west...separated by the ocean...I wander why all this things could happen now?Not at 1st time knowing each other...so that this wound will not be back again..this wound is hardly to be healed...and I need more than triple time to cure it alone compared when I used to be in this same situation before..He came to me and gave his hand to pull me out of the darkness...sadness...I know the sincere of his heart...I know how he hardly to make me happy...to erase..the most unwanted things in my life...But now..things will be more vary...and I have to be prepared with it...Am I gonna loose my best..best friend I ever have...in my life..the one who I can share everything in the world..the one who knows every dark, sorrow...n joy of my life?????????????????????? The question is WHY????????????????????????WHY ME AGAIN????????????????????????????????????????????????????WHY fren?????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????
It seems that life is suck! Terrible!!!!!!!!!And the way comes in front..foggy...dusty...am back to face it alone....and alone all the way.....Ya Allah...jadikan aku lebih tabah dengan ujianMu kali ini...tegarkan hati ini agar tidak ada ruang untuk aku bersedih dengan situasi sebegini....untuk sekian kalinya...aminnnnnnnnnnnnn..

Life...

Hi....today again I'm back to blogging myself...the topic I had chosen is about life..its ups n downs.
I have a simple life, simple work, and everything is as simple as myself. Running my life these few years back is different..totally different with my teen ages life. I'd love to go back to that wonderful time..spending time with frens, hanging here and there. Campus life was the precious moment which I really do miss it! I really miss u guys..............!!!!!!

Bosan....

Hi...2-3 hari ni asyik hujan je...cuaca xmenentu sekarang..kadang panas....kadang hujan...xpelah apa2 cuacau pun, asalkan kita tahu mensykurinya...ari ni xkije..lepak umah..nak kuar malas, xde mood..bosan je rasa..xtau kenapa...kalo kije xlah bosan sngt...kalo lama2 kat umah...bosan n jadi 'terfikir'kan banyak perkara plak...biasa la hidup ni ada ups and downs nya...ada yang datang yang pergi..yang datang xpergi2 pun ada...yang baru datang dengan pelbagai ragai..kerenah.kadang susah nak faham apa yang dingini....sebab ego and berlagak...isk manusia macam2 ragam...tak terlayan..kalo diikutkan menyampah..sakit hati...alamatnya dah lama dimaki seranah..tapi aku n rasional lagi...xsuka kat somebody xperlu maki seranah...ikut je rentak setakat yang mampu..xpayah nak fikir banyak2...arini xplan apa2 lagi..pagi bangun awal gila.mandi2...then ingat bersiap nak gi somewhere..tapi xjadi...n tetido sampai tengahhari...hehehehhehe..aku ni kalo bab tido...ngalahkan baby kadang2...erm rindu anak-anak buah aku..dah lama xdatang...aku pun dah lama xangkut dia orang...nanti2 la..hujan2 ni xseronok nak berjalan sana-sini...esok dah sabtu..kejap je...dah bulan April...tungal lagi 8 bulan je utk habis 2009...isk..cepat erk masa tu berlalu...kije byk ..masa beredar cepat xlah terasa sangat..kalo kije xde..memang akan terasa panjang je masa.....hari ni celoteh pun xbest sangat...kepala pening tido banyak sangat.....esok2 la plak...sambung....

cheese ice cream layer cake n butter cake...

Watcha....ladies n gentlemen...my hobby when I got free time...or to release tension...I like to bake a cake....so for last few days...I baked a layer cake...half was to fulfill the order of my fren n half was for my family...I learnt to make it when I was in Sarawak a few years ago...thanks God...I successfully learnt it....n now buat bisnes kecik2..kalo rajin n ikut mood...so kat bawah ni la hasil kek lapis yang aku baut 2 hari lepas..nak post semalam..line lembab je slow giler....so hari ni..meeting habis kul 4 tadi...lega rasa...balik mandi...aku online...ekceli nak wat lesson plan yg dah 3 mgu tertangguh...byk kije aku thun ni..hinggakan ringkasan mengajar jarang2 aku hantar on time....huhuhuhuhuh...penat weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeei!


kek yang dipotong dua..kenapa?cgu skola aku nak sekerat je...mahal nak beli sebiji...ala bukan sekejap nak wat wei...5jam baru dapat sebiji...kos?tu xyah cakap la...20biji telor...butter...bla2...electric lagi...so xkan nak letak harga seploh hengget....nak lapis lagi...kan..kan...kan?







yang ni tunggu nak wrap....mula2 wrap dengan plastik tu..then guna aluminium foil...








ni yang nak diagih utk mangsa2 banjir..wakakakakaka..bukan la..nak dihantar ke umah2 abg haku le...dapat la rasa sket2 sorang...


ni layer...oren-kuning...hehehehehehh









ni process nak bungkus le..susah gak nak bg 2..kena ukur..kalo x...xsama nanti....leceh gak kan?so tuan/puan fikir sendiri la..makan memang best....tapi nak wat tu...berpeluh jekkkkkkkkkkk...







yang ni butter kek...kena senget sket kepala nak tengok...baking process....








yang ni lum masak lagi...







ni tgh bakar jugak....erm...tapi oven ni xsesuai utk kek lain selain kek lapis.....dah try wat chocolate n butter kek....xberapa nak naik...ntah la..kata kakak ak yg pakar bab2 kek ni...oven ni sesuai utk kek lapis je.....wallahua'lam..utk tempahan kek lapis...leh order tru blog ni or emel haku...nurazazy@yahoo.co.uk..
harga..yang kecik loyang 7inchX7inch...rm60..belah dua rm 35 sebelah..sbb leceh nk bg dua..kalo nak senang..korang wat sendiri...yang loyang beso...8inchx8inch..rm70...loyang 9inchx9inch...rm80...kalo belah dua rega akan tmbah 5hengget...tp kalo layer cheese cake...harga tambah 5hengget..cheese mahal beb!..

grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr...

line k.o malam ni,,nak download pics...lembab macam siput je...geram tul!!!

PTK...PTK...

Huhuhuhhuhuh...PTK...PTK....PTK....???????????

Silence...

Hi...in the silence day..spent 24 hours hanging on the net..chatting with people...blogging...telling something to the blog...hoping to be relief soon...the inside still inside..never throw it away....no place to put..nowhere to throw..sometime ideas are here...sometime ideas are gone...lost in the dark..lost in the silence...silence is the best friend on mine....where to seek the person of honest...where to find the ever trustworthy person............................?

Unbelievable....

What was unbelievable?Actually...yesterday was the last day for this half 1st term...n oso was the day for SPM 08 result announcement day..our school usually end at 2.00 p.m. I was very busy yesterday..most of my time spent at PK 1's room...discussing with her about the SPM 09 project...about the analysis that should be handed by 25th March..I went to see my PK 1 around 1.30 p.m, but there were my principal and oso students with parent to see them. What was happened?I tot it was a normal discussion..but the incident became terible when the student suddenly raised up his voice to my boss..very rude..his mother oso had the same way of talk...n situation became worse n worse...and the student words were something I never heard before...a student saying 'mung' - 'aku' to my boss...sum1 who is elder then us...the principal of a secondary school...huh...student of today...lost their pride when talk to elderly,,if the parent do not know to teach thier kids how to be polite....like mother like son....situasi macam ni aku xpernah terfikir akan berlaku,,dan bila aku berdepan..tersirap jugak darah aku sebagai seorang guru...bekas pelajar memaki guru....dunia sekarang memang macam1 hal berlaku....doa aku semoga anak-anak murid aku sekarang menjadi orang yang berguna akan datang...

PaNaSSSSSS

Salam....apa yang panas????????Cuaca?Air....badan????????erm..segalanya menjadi panas...petang td aku balik skolah around 3.30...drop off my fren yg take lift...then drove to post office..nak claim rebet keta kunun2nya...terlopong aku kat situ hampir 1 jam....last2 aku blah..masa aku g tu nombor giliran 2110..turn aku bila aku push button tu 2210...huhuhuh...aku macam xpercaya nampak ciput je post office tu..orang pun rasa2 macam xmuat je 100 orang..tapi agak ramailah dalam 30+++ adalah dalam tu...pasan punya panas aku blah g bank...CIMB bank...nak meps cash withdrawal..satu lagi plak wat hal...xleh nak complete transaction...2 kali aku try...malu..bengang smua ada..macam xde duit plak...hampeh!...kuar je..trus la aku masuk keta....baru je nak reverse..mangkuk ayun mana plak pegi park keta blkng aku..dah nampk org nak reverse....pegi jugak park bklg aku...tunggu lagi..then bila dapat reverse...aku nak jalan je ada plak mangkuk dr opposite way..ngalah lagi aku bg laluan..mangkuk tu punya haprak..siap vrrrrrrrrrrooooooooooooom..keta dia kuat2 lagi...memang tongong lah...pastu dah aku berenti..adalagi viva mai dr opposite way...siap jeling lagi dgn lubang hidung yang kembang semangkuk...isk...ragam manusia ni..xlarat lah nak describe lebih2...aku balik dengan keletihan....huhuuhuhuh....so esok g skolah macam biasa....................................!

Yang dirindu selalu...

Yang ku rindu..jauh di sana.damailah dikau..tenang di sana..moga dicucuri rahmatNya diiringi doa sentiasa...Al-Fatihah...

Mak dan ayah...kat kampung halaman kami..nun jauh di Kuala Terengganu..

Home sweet home...baiti.jannati..rumahku syurgaku..

Hasil nukilan 1996..while waiting for PMR result...

Blues untuk aku....karya pertama dan terakhir..

Bakat terpendam yang kini sudah semakin terpendam selama-lamanya...

Zaman..dulu...dulu...

Salam....Hari ni balik lewat around 5 lebih..lepas latih hand ball team...ingat nak basuh keta..tapi xjadi. Penat...so lepak depan laptop..sambil edit kije2 untuk cuti nanti..sambil2 online..tengok e-mail n blog...tengok post sweetchild time tu...kadang2 teringat zaman kecik2 dulu..sedih pun ada..sedih ingatkan orang tersayang jauh pergi tak kembali..pasrah dan redha denga segala takdirNya..Zaman kecik2 dulu bukannya senang...nak kata susah sangat, aku tak sempat dengan zaman tu..tapi kira cukup makan pakai. Nak makan KFC, jangan haraplah..first time dapat makan KFC rasanya masa sekolah menengah kot...lupa dah..tu pun sekali sethun atau 2-3 tahun sekali..nak harapkan duit belanja, cukup untuk beli makanan masa rehat kat kantin je. Nak kumpul pun memang kena betul2 ikat perut sama ada makan apa yang adakat asrama, tapi aku bukan dari jenis macam tu, aku agak choosy dalam bab makan ni. Kadang2 terpaksa la aku beli kat kantin. Pakaian pun nak beli yang branded, jarang sangat dapat beli. Duit biasiswa aku dah xingat aku buat apa, tapi xde lah membazir. Ayah aku xajar mewahkan anak-anak..kot...agak dikawal perbelanjaan...so bila masuk ipta..matrikulasi dapat biasiswa..erm..masa tu lah..dapat makan kfc hampir setiap minggu..ala bukan la vast sangat dapat makan kfc..tapi bagi aku yang agak kekampungan ni...kira excited la kan...out dated skit la masa tu bab makan pizza ke...kfc ke..apa2 je lah..erm masa matrikulasi gak aku guna duit biasiswa beli handphone ericsson rm500...guna tmtouch line masa tu..tp xlama..aku jual balik dgn harga rm350...hehehehehe...so bila dapat masuk universiti, duit belanja pun cukup makan jugak ..xde la enjoy sangat..hand phine mula2 abang yan 1st bagi..pastu baru tukar beli nokia3320..yang besar tu..dah xde kot model tu....pastu bila ada belen skit...tukar lain..beli motorola..pastu tukar lagi...kira mewah la skit guna duit sendiri...ala duit loan...harap yang tu je la nak makan enjoy...monyak motor..semua kat situ la...beli buku...apa2 jelah semua atas duit tu..so bila habis blaja...practical kat goodyear shah alam...erm dapat elaun seploh hinggit sehari..kije macam kuli batak...sebulan dapatla rm300...dapat la beli top up..xde la sengkek sangat..g kije naik la motor scooter kapcai tu..excident 2 kali tergolek atas jalan...byk kenangan aku yang xmampu aku nak lupa sampai sekarang....sethun aku mencari rezeki kat goodyear tu..dari trainee..aku diserap masuk as permenant stuff...best giler masa tu..coz aku xperlu susah payah lalui 1st..2nd n final interview..aku hanya lalui interview ala2 borak kosong dgn boss..semua dah kenal aku masa tu..lagipun kilang tu mostly lelaki..department production control hanya ada 2 orang perempuan..kebetulan senior masa 2ndary dulu kat tempat kije yang sama...tapi bila aku dah sebati n serasi kije ngan Goodyear, aku kena isi borang application untuk KPLI..denga berat hati aku isi n dapt tempuhi segala ujian hingga peringkat terakhir..hinggalah satu pagi sabtu...aku tengah syok kije wat report masa tu...aku dapat call dari maktab gtau kalo nak terima KPLI kena register on Monday..by hook or by crook kena datang..kalo x...dikira aku tolak..aku masa tu dalam dilemma...and aku 24 hours resign dengan berat hati...balik umah abng kat Klang..pack barang..esok pagi terus ambil flight balik...penat..bila kat maktab..pergerakan n perjalanan sangat slow membuatkan aku agak susah utk adapt..dan aku telah berubah jadi seorang observant..diam..dan byk memerhati..kawan xramai masa 2 bulan aku kat maktab...then bila pegi BIG..bina insan Guru...baru aku rasa excited..n dapat ramai kawan yang berkawan ngan aku..heheheheh...diorng ingt aku ni mmg pendiam...jenis senyap..pada hal bila kenal betul2 the true colours aku..terkujat le classmates aku..hehehehehe...then aku 1st posting kat dalam hutan Kapit Sarawak...2 tahun menanggung derita pendam rasa pelbagai...n alhamdulillah skarg aku dah balik kampung..tapi................ye lah mnusia ni xpernah syukur dgn apa yang dia ada kan...sama la mcm aku..tapi apa2 pun aku kena syukur pada sgala nikmat yang ada skrg..at least aku xperlu kebulur mcm zaman2 study dulu..aku xperlu risau mana nak cari duit untuk bayar itu dan ini...Alhamdulillah bersyukur menjadi seorang aku.....sekarang...pengalaman adalah guru aku yang paling byk mengajar aku erti kehidupan..menghargai kehidupan...peluang dan segalanya..........................moga aku akan terus tabah..

Pic atas ni gambar dr kiri masa befire gi Meakah last year..then yang tengah tu masa konvo and yang last tu gambat utk letak dalam thesis report..2003...hehehehehe...
Ni form 1 1994.Cikgu Abdul Halim Koh..guru maths yang banyak membantu aku dalam mendalami ilmu kira-mengira...

Ni form 2 1995..cikgu mohd noor...seorang guru yang baik hati..

Ni form 3 1996..PMR le..alhamdulliah...8A's 1B...bersamaPn. Rose Elina..guru maths form 3...at least dapat gak A utk maths PMR...











Ni form four 1997....ustazah Maznah...sayagn ustazah...saya xdapat excellent A1 utk bahasa arab tinggi...

Ni plak form 5 1998..SPM..penentu masa depan aku...alhamdulillah dapat jadi manusia yang mampu menyumbang tenaga dengan hati yang ikhlas....teacher Salmi...pahit manis suka duka tersemat di hati...

My sWeEtChiLd tiMe...

My sweet child time....from baby...till the time I grew up...become a kid..sweet time growing up...with my beloved person..







My 14th day....new born.






<----My 6th month seeing the world....


6th month..with broter Hisham...










My childhood time....growing up time to time..year to year...

KETULUSAN HATI...

Cintaku tak berdusta
Tak mengenal ingkar
Tak kenal nestapa
Cintaku hanya indah
Hanya bahagia untuk selamanya
Apa yang kurasakan ini
Persembahan untuk dirimu
Kau biarkan kasihku

Mencintaimu tak mengenal waktu
Tak mengenal puitis
hanya tulusnya hati
mencintaimu tak mengenal ragu
keyakinan hatiku hanya untuk dirimu selalu

Cintaku tak berdusta
Tak mengenal ingkar
Tak kenal nestapa
Tak ada seribu janji
Hanya bahagia untu selamanya
Apa yang kurasakan ini
Persembahan untuk dirimu
Kau benarkan kasihku
Mencintaimu tak mengenal waktu
Tak mengenal puitis hanya tulusnya hati
Mencintaimu tak mengenal ragu
Keyakinan hatiku hanya untuk dirimu selalu

Apa yang kurasakan ini
Persembahan untuk dirimu
Kau dengarkan kasihku

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Mencintaimu tak mengenal waktu
Tak mengenal puitis hanya tulusnya hati
Mencintaimu tak mengenal ragu
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Troubles..problems...

Life is not as easy as A, B..C. Life is also not like a bed of roses..which it looks very beautiful but do not know its thorns could hurt people...sometime. So do with our life. It has another way of series which may lead people to happiness or may turn it to sadness. I found it that way where I had faced so many things which may make people suffer with it. But the thing happened because of human's mistake...our own mistake leads us to suffer for a short or long time. This is the price that we have to pay..the debt which we never know...hidden debt and now we have to cash it. Some people will cry together but more people will slowly leave us when we r in trouble...this is the fact...when we r in hardness, we will know who are exactly to call as a friend in need is a friend in deed....or vice verse..some time people are not afford to help us very much...apa ntah aku merapu petang2 ni....hari ni aku m.c, xsihat...semalam satu hari hidup aku kat skolah..pagi,petang n malam...semua skolah..skolah..skolah...mcm aku xde life lain lagi dah. kadang2 aku ada jugak rasa depressed dengan situasi ni..tapi malam td, bila sampai ke kelas, anak2 murid aku sempat wat lawak...n itulah pengubat utk aku stand still...teaching them. rasa terharu lihat sedikit sebyk kepayahan mereka untuk belajar..mereka bukan semua dari golongan betul2 cemerlang atau genius sejak lahir..mereka perlu berusaha gigih demi sebuah kejayaan..as long as aku mampu bantu diorang..then I will be there................

Story I

Salam....salam..sejahtera..salam ukhuwwah..salam perpaduan...Jam kat tepi aku dah kul 6.45..ptg. So ptg ni aku boring..tu pasal aku online..2-3 hari kebelakangan ni aku jarang online..fokus pada kerja je byk, tapi tak siap2 jugak....malah makin bertambah..aku pun rasa dah mcm semput je asyik rush ke hulu n ke hilir..kelek file ke sana n ke sini..penat tul thun 2009 ni..ntah la kenapa...beban kije bley tahan la thun ni...apa nak buat..tugas namanya...tapi honestly..betul2 penat....mood nak bercerita pun kurang..ketandusan idea..otak penat nak fikir perkara lain...asyik fikir kije yg makin hari makin membukit...lama2 mengunung...huhuhuhu..

Another day..

Tomorrow...tomorrow and tomorrow..have to work as usual after 3 days relaxing...Thursday..was a 'cuti peristiwa' for sport's week of MSSD Setiu, then Friday and Saturday ...Weekend..Got a lot of work to do..Thanx God, all is done..after buying a new printer..tired to wait for the broken one...still at the computer shop..tried to follow up for so many times..but hopeless....so the result..i bought a new 3 in 1 printer....bankrupted already!!!!!!!!!!!!have to wait for another payday...uhuhuhuhuhuhuh.....

Tired

Tired with sort of people i met...tired with everything around.....T.I.R.E.D!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Especially with MEN!!!!!