... aNeCdoTes....

How....

2012-01-15T20:29:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum....
How?? There is still a question mark. Solution is not yet found. Till today. Ya Rabb...give me extra super power...give me strength..give me patience..I really stuck! There is no road to lead me the destination. I found myself lost in the dark forest. Alone.
Ya Allah, guide me to the right way. If this is the way of my life and I have to accept it. If this is the punishment to me, I accept it. Tears, please stay there, I am tired of crying. I am tired of thinking..

day of increasing....

2012-01-05T23:10:00.000+08:00

Hi..salam...barakallah..alaikum...
5th January....again..the increment of my age...hehehehe...HAPPY BIRTHDAY to myself. three days of working..everything went well and sharply arrived at work earlier than past years..credit n reward to myself. thumbs up!!!!Wooooha!!

I'm still the same person..nothing much different. The change is only for my age..not myself. May Allah give me the strength and the patience thorough out this life. Thanks to my hubby for everything. I love so much here n after...nothing much precious than the presence of you in my life. May our love everlasting till the heaven...I LOVE YOU!!!

3rd day...1st day work..

2012-01-04T00:47:00.000+08:00

Salam...
Hi....today is my 1st day of work...not bad...early morning..as I had finished with the breakfast, I dropped by at the office to collect the information since the office staff called and I was not heard the call. Lucky morning tralalalalalalaaa...met my bos and her sweetest words forever stunned me!Not only stunned but also stung!!!Blaa....blaa...bla....and I just wanted to defend myself because I was not the right person to be scolded or to be a place of her anger. Oh madame...I think you should not extend the service until you 60. I was so dumped when the things I did not do, and the authorized person blame me these and those. If I knew the stories earlier, I definitely shut my mouth to answer yours, madame!!!!
As a result,me n other friends have to write show cause letter again and again for the collection of 2012. A good beginning madame! I salute your leadership.
As the mood swings at the school...and it slowly blown away by the wind I had a beautiful 1st day with my students. I got a comfortable time table, I got a wonderful jobs assigned to me for 2012 session. Marvelous!
Then, I just throw all the sadness into the pan when this evening I went to kitchen and cook some foods for dinner and baked 'layered meat bread'...So...lets go for the view...yeaaaaaaaaaaaha...click here ====>

'roti berlapis daging' .....

Subuh yang dingin...

2012-01-02T07:07:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum dan salam sejahtera.....
Kokokan ayam mengejutkan seawal dinihari diikuti jelas kedengaran suara merdu mengalunkan bacaan ayat-ayat suci Al-quranul Karim dari masjid terdekat. Alhamdulillah...syukur dengan nikmat ini, syukur dengan segala nikmat anugerahMu. Seiring dengan kokokan ayam bersahut-sahutan, kedengaran pintu rumah dibuka oleh AYAH, meredah embun dinihari untuk ke masjid, mengimamkan jemaah Subuh. Entah berapalah saf agaknya yang ada. Adakala AYAH meredah dingin Subuh berjalan kaki, menunggang motosikal (tapi kini tidak lagi sejak motosikalnya tersadai tanpa dibaiki kesan kecuaian cucunya yang belum pun punyai lesen untuk menunggang motor) dan kini AYAH lebih kerap menaiki keretanya untuk ke mana-mana masjid. Hujan masih lagi mencurah-curah membasahi bumi Allah tatkala saya mencoret sebaris dua kata. Masih kedengaran jelas suara AYAH sedang mengajar jemaah mengaji Al-quran, dan sempat saya dengar suara serak basah AYAH mengimamkan jemaah solat Subuh. Begitulah rutin harian lelaki yang berusia hampir 77 tahun, Allah memberinya nikmat kesihatan tubuh badan untuk terus berbakti kepada masyarakat. Mengajar kelas Al-quran di kampung-kampung jiran, mengendalikan kuliah selepas solat Subuh atau Maghrib di mana-mana masjid yang telah ditetapka oleh Pejabat Agama daerah kami diami ini. Kami sekeluarga adalah orang mendatang tapi usaha AYAHtidak pernah mengenal jemu dan akhirnya AYAH sekarang seolah-olah seperti anak jati kampung ini. Pagi yang dingin disertai bunyi curahan hujan yang menghempas bumbung rumah agam ini saya punyai idea begitu banyak;selebat hujan di luar sana. Saya tersenyum. Kagum??Jauh sekali untuk berasa kagum kerana bidang penulisan telah lama saya tinggalkan sebaik sahaja tamat peperiksaan SPM..belasan tahun yang lalu. Karangan terakhir saya adalah sewaktu di tingkatan 5. Senyum lagi, mengingatkan kepada guru Bahasa Melayu sewaktu di tingkatan 4 dan 5 yang selalu juga mengambil buku karangan saya sebagai contoh karangan terbaik! Terima kasih cikgu, atas ajaran dan didikan cikgu saya mampu mengarang dengan baik. Hari ini, kebelakangan ini saya terpanggil untuk mengarang dalam bahasa Ibunda, Bahasa Melayu. Tidaklah saya untuk bermegah mengatakan Bahasa Inggeris saya teramat baik, tapi sekadar biasa-biasa tapi mampu untuk bertutur dengan baik dalam bahasa Inggeris kerana sewaktu persekolahan dulu, saya amat meminati subjek bahasa. Bahasa Melayu, Bahasa Inggeris dan Bahasa Arab! Pernah mencuba untuk belajar Bahasa Mandarin sewaktu di pusat pengajian tinggi dahulu, tetapi tidak ada rezeki dan pelaung agaknya untuk menguasai bahasa tersebut. Semua itu sudah ditentukan olehNya. Di awal 2012 bumi Terengganu masih terus-menerus dibasahi hujan, dan saya masih di sini mencoret, mencatat sekelumit rasa sekadar berkongsi idea di masa lapang. Esok akan bermula sesi baru dan tugas yang digalas akan dilaksanakan dengan sebaik-baiknya. amanah yang diberi tidak akan saya persiakan. Semoga Allah sentiasa berkati segala apa yang saya lakukan, amin!

1.1.2012

2012-01-01T19:43:00.000+08:00

Salam....
Hari ini adalah hari pertama bagitahun 2012. Apa yang menarik?Hehehe..bagi orang yang macam saya, semuanya biasa-biasa sahaja. Tanpa sebarang sambutan apa-apa kerana bagi umat Islam sudah lepas tahun baru yang sebenarnya iaitu 1 Muharram lalu. Rasanya lebih berfaedah mengutamakan 1 Muharram daripada 1.1.2012 ini. Ini sekadar pendapat peribadi saya. Setiap manusia mempunyai pandangan yang berbeza-beza kan? Bagi saya apa perlu dikejar sesuatu yang kita tidak pasti untung pahalanya di mana berbanding denga sesuatu yang kita sendiri sudah pasti ganjarannya. 1 Muharram adalah khas untuk umat Islam. Kita sudah ada tahun baru kita sendiri, maka sambutlah sebagaimana yang dituntut, bukan denga terkinja-kinja di tahun baru Masehi, menyertai 'countdown' yang bercampur aduk berasak-asak lelaki perempuan bukan muhrim. Di sini ingin saya berkongsi dengan kalian mengenai bulan Muharram...

1. Bulan Muharram ialah bulan pertama dalam kalendar hijriah.

2. Bulan Muharram adalah salah satu dari pada bulan-bulan Haram.

Allah berfirman, ”Sesungguhnya bilangan bulan pada sisi Allah adalah dua belas bulan, dalam ketetapan Allah di waktu Dia menciptakan langit dan bumi, di antaranya empat bulan haram. Itulah agama yang lurus, maka janganlah kamu menganiaya diri kamu dalam bulan yang empat itu, dan perangilah kaum musyrikin itu semuanya sebagaimana mereka pun memerangi kamu semuanya, dan ketahuilah bahwasanya Allah beserta orang-orang yang bertakwa.” (At-Taubah: 36)

Nabi saw. bersabda, “Satu tahun itu ada dua belas bulan. Di antaranya ada empat bulan suci. Tiga bulan berturut-turut iaitu Zulkaedah, Zulhijjah dan Muharram. Dan satu bulan lagi adalah Rejab yang terletak antara Jamadil Akhir dan Sya’ban.” (HR Muslim no. 1679)

Bulan Haram yang dihormati itu ialah: Zulkaedah, Zulhijjah, Muharam dan Rejab.

Umat Islam dilarang berperang dan berbunuhan dalam bulan-bulan ini kecuali jika mereka diugut.

Larangan untuk melakukan maksiat adalah lebih keras dibanding bulan-bulan lain.

Abdullah Ibnu Abbas ra. mengatakan maksiat yang dilakukan di bulan haram adalah lebih besar dosanya dan amal baik yang dilakukan di bulan haram adalah lebih besar pahalanya. (Tafsir At-Thabari)

Al Allamah Ibnu Hajar menulis, telah meriwayatkan oleh Abi Daud bahawa Nabi (صلى الله عليه وسلم) memandubkan (yakni SUNAT) berpuasa di BULAN-BULAN HARAM .

Dari Abu Hurairah r.a. katanya Rasulullah s.a.w. bersabda, "Puasa yang paling utama sesudah puasa bulan Ramadan ialah puasa di bulan Muharram". (HR Muslim no. 1163).

Catatan di atas saya petik dari kelebihan-bulan-muharram.

Semoga apa yang ditulis di sini dapat memberi manfaat kepada semua. Wassalam

Blogwalking....

2011-12-31T07:50:00.000+08:00

Salam...semoga hidup dirahmati Allah...selalu hendaknya.
Pagi di hari terakhir 2011..hati terpanggil untuk menulis blog..kenapa title BW? Terkisahkan mengenai BW setelah beberapa hari yang lepas, sebaik saja dapat akses masuk blog saya sendiri, maka terlihatkan oleh saya pada sudut kanan blog ini di mana di situ saya tinggalkan 'shout box' yang membolehkan sesiapa yang membuat kunjungan ke blog saya boleh meninggalkan sepatah dua kata. Tapi kebanyakannya adalah pemilik blog-blog yang berunsurkan komersial...mereka tidak bersahaja meninggalkan kesan di blog saya, tetapi blog mereka bukanlah sesuatu yang berunsurkan informasi tapi lebih menjurus kepada perniagaan. Tiba-tiba saya merasa bosan dengan ucapan-ucapan di 'shout box' itu.
Hari ini 31.12.2011...beberapa jam lagi untuk berganjak ke tahun baru Masehi, 2012. Semoga Allah masih meminjamkan nyawa ini untuk saya mencari bergunung pahala menebus dosa-dosa yang ada sebagai bekalan hari pembalasan. Ya Allah....ampunilah hambaMu yang kerdil ini....
Saya tidak pasti apakah azam-azam 2011 semuanya tercapai atau tidak, banyak yang mula hilang dari ingatan ini. Tak mengapalah, asalkan keimanan saya terhadapNya semakin menebal dari saat ke saat yang seterusnya. Itu yang paling penting. Semoga akidah ini tidak terpesong ke arah lain yang dimurkaiNya. Hari Sabtu terakhir untuk 2011 dan hari teakhir 2011! Semoga hadirnya 2012 memberi 1001 warna yang indah menghiasa kehidupan kita. Semoga 2012 tidak akan terus melalaikan kita dengan segala yang boleh membuat kita alpda dan melupakan matlamat hidup kita yang sebenar; menuju ke hari akhirat dengan bekalan yang cukup....dengan menggalas pahala yang tidak terhingga....InsyaAllah...Amin!

Hiburan

2011-12-29T13:35:00.001+08:00

Assalam....
Semoga semua muslimin-muslimat sekalian dirahmati Allah...
Semalaman...menghabiskan masa dengan membaca artikel-artikel berkaitan Judais. Banyak rupanya agenda tersirat puak-puak Yahudi secara senyap atau 'silent action'..dan kita Melayu-Muslim tanpa disedari turut menyokong dan menyumbang kepada 'silent action' puak ini, Masyaallah...apa patut kita lakukan ye?Baik dari segi hiburan..hinggalah pendidikan,,rupanya terlalu banyak pengaruh Judais. Tapi dunia hari ini menjadikan hiburan sebagai halwa utama dalam hidup. Sanggup menghabiskan ribuan malahan jutaan ringgit untuk menaja itu dan ini yang melibatkan hiburan, namun di sisi agama ia adalah sia-sia kerana banyak mengundang kepada perkara-perkara mungkar. Bayangkan hiburan yang berbentuk nyanyian seperti diadakan konsert mega di sana sini, konsert gegar di situ sini yang mana hanya mampu mengundang dosa-dosa mega yang mampu menggegarkan tiang keimanan seseorang muslim...Adakah itu yang dituntut oleh ajaran Islam? Teringin untuk berkongsi sedikit pengetahuan yang dicedok dari majalah SOLUSI 39; kata-kata penulis Pahrol Muhamad Juoi;

‎'Manusia hari ini menikmati hiburan yang melalaikan umpama meminum air laut. Tekak yang tersangat dahaga, air laut terus diminum,namus sia-sia. semakin diminum, semakin haus jadinya'-Pahrol Mohamad Juoi, SOLUSI 39- Begitulah ibaratnya perumpamaan yang dikaitkan dengan hiburan yang banyak melalaikan. Ribuan penonton bola sepak mampu memenuhi stadium tapi kenapakah mereka yang muslim tidak mampu untuk memenuhi rumah-rumah ibadat..surau masjid setiap kali seruan mengerjakan solat dilaungkan? Inilah yang dikatakan umat akhir zaman..pernah terbaca di dalam SOLUSI juga...sekiranya solat subuh disertai oleh jemaah yang sama ramai dengan solat Jumaat, maka keadaan ini akan mampu melunturkan sikap berani puak kafir laknatullah..di mana barisan saf yang panjang tanpa putus himpunan umat Muhammad s.a.w berhimpun bersatu bisa mengundang rasa cuak di kalangan puak kafir. Bayangkan tatkala lena diulit mimpi indah, muslimin beramai memenuhi masjid, mampu bangun semata-mata untuk ke masjid demi mengejar segunung pahala dalam masa yang sama barisan saf yang utuh mampu melaungkan 'amin' hinggakan menggegarkan ruang legar masjid..Masyaallah...indahnya..umat bersatu. Tapi fenomena hari ini ternyata tidak seperti yang digambarkan malah ia adalah sebaliknya di mana masih ramai yang sedang seronok melayan haw nafsu sehingga ke dinihari, bergelak ketawa bersuka ria dari maghrib hingga ke subuh! Rapuhnya tembok iman sehingga hati meruntun mengikut nafsu yang banyaknya adalah hasutan musuh anak Adam;Iblis syaitan!

Sudah agak lama tidak melayangkan jari menyentuh papan kekunci ini untuk menulis menaip berbaris-baris kata, hari ini hati terpanggil untuk menyentuh papan kekunci sekaligus menarikan jari jemari melayangkan barisan kata-kata yang ada sedikit sebanyak boleh dikongsi, sedikit sebanyak yang diambil dari bahan-bahan bacaan ilmiah yang sedikit itu, amat payah untuk mulakan sesuatu yang baik;pembacaan bahan ilmiah. Sikit-sikit, lama akam membukit..Insyaallah. Rasanya cukup dulu untuk tatapan hari ini, semoga apa yang dikongsi boleh memberi manfaat kepada semua. Barakallah alaikum...wassalam.

Solusi 39

2011-12-29T00:39:00.000+08:00

'Sesiapa yang tidak cukup dengan sedikit, tidak akan puas dengan yang banyak'...
Renung2kan...Selamat beramal...
Just to share..

Penghujung 2011

2011-12-27T23:42:00.000+08:00

Pejam celik...dah sampai penghujung 2011...Cepatnya masa berlalu...meninggalkan 1001 macam perkara. 2012 bakal muncul...dalam beberapa hari..dan semakin cepat masa berlalu..semakin dekat kita dengan ajal kita. Semoga kehadiran hari baru di tahun baru akan membuka lembarab baru yang jauh lebih baik dari tahun-tahun sudah. Semoga tulisan di buku baru akan lebih indah..cantuman warnanya juga lebih cantik dan menarik...-Semoga kita akan terus menerus dapat kecapi nikmat Iman dalam hidup kita seterusnya-

So..long.....

2011-12-17T22:27:00.000+08:00

It has been so.....................long ....to share anything here. I am quite busy with so many things...until I really don't have much time to drop lines about everything around me. Almost a year! Yeah!..dah lama aku tidak ber'blog'. Kenapa??Aku sendiri tak punya jawapan yang tepat untuk soalan itu. Setelah aku mula menjejak blog-blog segelintir blogger yang aktif, maka aku terpanggil dan terbuka hati untuk membariskan ayat-ayat yang tidak seberapa di blog usang ini. Sudah lah bahasaku tidak lagi seindah dulu..tempang rasanya langkahku..menggunakan bahasa yang salah...tatabahasa yang tunggang terbalik. aku akan cuba sedaya upaya memperbaikinya. Tinggal beberapa minggu lagi untuk masuk ke tahun Masehi yang lain..walhal bagi umat Islam sudah pun memasuki tahun Hijriah yang baru...Tidak terlewat rasanya untuk mengucapkan salam maal hijrah..selamat tahun baru hijriah..semoga tahun baru membawa jutaan pembaharuan dan penghijrahan ke arah yang lebih baik. Semoga segalanya bertambah baik..semoga amalan kita semakin bertambah ..sebagai dana untuk ke akhirat kelak..untuk ditimbang al-mizan....semoga kanannya melebihi kirinya. sesungguhnya aku terpanggil untuk menulis blog kembali setelah beberapa kali aku 'menjengah' blog seorang hamba Allah yang diuji Allah dengan ujian yang aku sendiri tidak pasti aku mampu laluinya atau tidak..tetapi kagumnya aku terhadap dia...terpesona dengan ketabahan dan kecekalan hati untuk menulis sedikit kisah untuk dikongsi...mawarnafastari...semoga Allah sentiasa memberi rahmatNya buat kamu dan anak-anak kamu yang comel. Kamu insan terpilih dik...diuji ujian seberat itu...namun percayalah..allah tidak mensia-siakan pengorbanan dan kesabaranmu dik...ada ganjaran yang lebih besar buat kamu..bukan dari kami...tapi dari Allah. Aku menitis airmata membaca tulisan peninggalan arwah suaminya...Allahyarham Nafastari. Berulang kali aku mengulangi kunjungan ke blog arwah...dan juga blog isterinya..dan tiap kali itulah bercucuran airmataku tumpah jatuh ke pipi tanpa henti-henti..sensitif??Oh..tidak! Aku seorang manusia yang mempunyai sensitviti yang tinggi terhadap kesusahan yang meninpa orang lain. Bukankah sebaiknya manusia bersikap begitu? Entahlah..mungkin bagi sesetengah orang, mereka lebih suka membuat hal sendiri tanpa menghiraukan apa yang berlaku di sekeliling mereka. Secara jujurnya, pandangan aku terhadap arwah suami Mawar, dia adalah seorang lelaki yang hebat, berwawasan dan Genius! Semoga ditempatkan dikalangan orang2 yang beriman...Al-Fatihah buat arwah Wan Ahmad Fadzil W.Mohd. Semoga rohnya dicucuri rahmat. amin. Semoga kita yang masih diberi peluang dan ruang untuk terus menghirup oksigen ini akan terus meningkatkan amal ibadat sebagai bekalan ke sana nanti agar tidak membawa tangan yang kosong tanpa sebarang bekal.....Semoga keimanan kita semakin menebal dalam hati...dan istiqamah dengan pegangan yang satu. Semoga hari ini lebih baik dari semalam...amin.

Jalan-jalan...

2011-06-06T11:07:00.000+08:00

Hehehehe....am home....selepas bercuti ke Melaka bandaraya bersejarah....sempat ke crystal bay...menjamu selera dgn ikan bako....Melepak di Taman Krubung Jaya...owner ruamh...Puan Yana@Cikgu Yaan n family...thanks for the stay.....hurm nnt up date gambo..x bnyk pon....thanks to mr.hubby ye....:)

Cerita 1001 mcm....La. Tahzan...ya ukhti....

2011-06-03T10:12:00.000+08:00

Salam.....buat semua...yang berada di mana2 sja..lama xbersiaran ye....mood untk ber'blog' makin hari makin hilang.....lama-kelamaan menjadi penyakit dah.....sekarang dah masuk hari ke berapa ntah cuti sekolah...ye aku memang seorang pendidik...tp sekarang ntah kenapa..malas nak ambik tau..nak hitung kira..hari apa..berapa hb...dsb...hehehehehehe....makin buruk perangai plak ye....hahahahahaha xde la sampai macam tu...cuma 2-3 hari ni...mood n emosi xberapa ok skit...hurm..lokasi skrg...di Klang...maklumla...cuti 2 inggu ni guna sebaik2nya utk bersama suami...stay kat rumah abang...thank you very much...bg tumpang....hehehehe...diorang baru je balik 1/6/11 ke Terengganu...satu family...tinggallah aku....sorang2..bila je hubby g kerja..bermula episod yang x berapa best ni...dalam hidup...day 1 kakak Balqis n adik Danial xde kat umah mereka ni..ya Allah..betul2 teruji n aku sendiri x expect akan jadi mcm ni...huhuhuh lemah betul jiwa aku ni.....rindu betul dengan gelagat2 si cilik...kakak yang petah berceloteh itu n ini....belum mengjangkau 3 tahun..tapi dah sembang mcm orang dewasa...even certain words ada yg pelat2..tp masih boleh difahami dengan jelas...susun atur ayatnya yg sgt jelas n terang....membuktikan ada kebijaksanaan dan...cepatnya dia belajar...Semoga terus cemerlang kakak...semoga jadi anak yang solehah....penyejuk hati semua orang..pengubat jiwa semua orang..si adik...cilik..tp lasak...xreti duduk diam..idea yang bercambah di dalam kepala x dibiarkan begitu saja...pasti ada yang selari dengan pergerakannya yg xpernah diam..kecuali time tidur..wah..cek sue betul2 rindukan korang berdua...ye lah biasanya korang berdua ada kat sini time cek sue dtg..ni terbalik plak kan....korang balik kg...cek su xde n cek su plak tinggal kat klang ni...semalam memang agak kritikal bila si kakak n si adik balik....hari berikutnya encik hubby yang prihatin sanggup cuti temankan saya..agaknya xsampai hati tengok emosi saya yang x stable...kejap2 'hujan'...isk xtau lah kenapa kuat sangat teringatkan si cilik berdua tu...so far untuk hari ni...lebih ok...tp masih bersisa rindu tu...semalam dapat lepaskan rindu...sembang dgn kakak kat telefon..isk lebih2 plak rasanya...ngalahkan umi dia...tapi itulah hakikatnya...rindu sayang mendalam...biasa2 time cek su kat sini..bangun pagi...tgok gelagat si cilik berdua..dengar celoteh ...adik n kakak..layan melukis...mewarna....apa sahaja la yang cek sue mampu...alahai...semoga hari2 berikutnya cek su xmcm hari pertama kakak n adik balik kg...hahahaahah lawak sungguh bila difikirkan...selesai dah rasanya semua kerja...tinggal lagi nak marking kertas pekse bdak2..mals btul rasanya...hurm..sebelum cuti..ada apply utk pindah..tapi xtau lah..xdapat..mcm pelik pon ada..tp terima sajalah...ada lah hikmahnya tu....mana tau yg tersiratnya apa kan di sebalik semua ni...cuba lagi utk akan dtg...InsyaAllah ada jalan..ada ruang n peluang lagi...
Aduhai...terbayang-bayang je gelagat si kecil berdua tu...mana taknya..ni kan rumah mereka...aku hanya menumpang untuk 1-2 minggu...sebelum cuti melabuhkan tirai...Thanks tidak terhingga buat abg n kakak iparku sekeluarga...hurm lama x berceloteh kan....sekali dtg..1001 macam cerita..suka duka..sedih gembira..inilah hakikat kehidupan...saya ingin tabah n terus tabah mengharungi kehidupan n hari-hari seterusnya...La tahnzan!!!! banyak lagi rasanya nak diluah...tapi cukup dulu untuk kali ni....semoga akan ada pelaung n ruang untuk masa akan datang...maka aku sempat berceloteh lagi....semoga dipanjangkan umur...untuk trus menikmati nikmat hidup ini....semoah barakahNya sentiasa memayungi kita semua....ameeeen..!!!

Chak!!!!

2011-05-08T19:44:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum.....salam sejahtera..salam 1 Malaysia...bersawang...berhabuk...berdebu....gitulah ibaratnya blog yang satu ni....terlalu banyak itu dan ini....yang menghalang percambahan idea untuk terus mengarang...dan mengarah mencari idea...arghhhhhhhh!!!! tandus!!!Tak mengapalah..apa jua cerita...semuanya sama saja.....erm...jom tengok apa yang ada...untuk hari ini....

Inilah kronologi kisah sepanjang Feb-Mac 2011......Alhamdulillah selesai segalanya..semoga perjalanan seterusnya lancar...dirahmati Allah hendaknya.....

Aktiviti....hari ini..yeahaaaaaaaaaaaaa

2010-11-29T22:05:00.000+08:00

Dapur n ovenku berasap lagi utk resipi dr http://tiffinbiru.blogspot.com....mekacih bebanyak tuan empunya...jom terjah..apa bendanya...

Salam Ahad....

2010-11-28T09:46:00.002+08:00

Hurm...pagi Ahad....the 2nd week of school break.....early morning..sent my sis to her office...then cme back n set the materials for my home bakery....this time..im not going to bake any layer cake...but pizza...heheheh reward to this blog's owner for sharing the recipe...http://tiffinbiru.blogspot.com....this is my 1st time 'godeking' the pizza.....heheheeh while waiting for the doh to b done....so I stay in front of this old lappy....clicking here nthere...n still scrolling the tiffin's blog.....hehehehehe..so will up date after this....yeaha....yeaha...yeaha...enjoy......yeaha....

ni muffin yang wat malam tadi...muffin coklat chip..

ni le pizzanya....lupo den nak lotak cendawan n bawang besar..hadui...xpo esok2 wat lg..

Tenang..damai..satu anugerah!!!!

2010-10-18T00:43:00.000+08:00

Salam....thank you Allah!
Syukran atas atas segala nikmat yang tak terhingga....nikmat kedamaian..ketenangan....tak terhingga.....

Surah Ya-Sin! Sheikh Maahir Al-Mu'ayqali !!! 2.Part

2010-09-26T21:08:00.000+08:00

Jamal Abdillah & Saleem - Lambaian Aidilfitri (FULL SONG)

2010-09-04T20:19:00.000+08:00

MUSAFIR DIAIDIL FITRI - S. Jibeng (AUDIO ORIGINAL)

2010-09-04T20:18:00.000+08:00

Maaf???????????????????????????????

2010-09-04T19:09:00.000+08:00

Adakah dengan ucapan MAAF dapat tebus segala yang dah berlaku...???
Adakan dengan MAAF dapat menebus kembali semua yang hilang...yang dah pergi????
Dapat ke??????????????????????????????????????????????

TERIMA KASIH SAHABAT..

2010-07-25T18:56:00.000+08:00

Salam.....haaaaaa...kat atas tu adalah biskut raya versi sebelum raya...Dari mana datang???hohohoh...Dari seorang sahabat yang baik hati....semoga sentiasa murah rezeki Puan Roshayati....kerana telah berjaya menunaikan impian saya untuk makan biskut raya sebelum puasa...hahahha nak mati agaknya saya ni ye.....hihihihihi....Sangat sedap biskut ini....(ayat tunggang langgang dah ni)....apa2 pun..saya suka sangat!!!!
Thanks sahabat.....barakallahumma......

Headache!!

2010-07-20T20:27:00.000+08:00

I don't know...what supposed to say...to do...since the situation now is not so good...a bit cold...My emotion is also unstable..due to PMS...but if it was my fault...I accept it...but please don't walk away ..leave me..
It was so hard to live in sadness...it was so pain to get hurt again...But forgive me...
Hurm...2moro will be leaving..to attend the course..but suddenly I'm not in the mood...not feeling well....how to start the journey 2moro???????????......The distance will make me more fatigue.....sick!
It is hard to convince the others..especially the person we like the most...the person close to us...sometime hard to explain the reason of this n that thing....nothing much is just because we care..we love...nothing much to say...because love n care could not be expressed by words....it needs the action..n reaction...
Huhuhuh...I feel down......down n down....n this headache won't be relief in short time...if I do no take any pain killer...just wait n see...if i feel better...I will attend the course...if not...I have to prepare for the show cause letter..included the M.C...Hope everything will be ok...will be better.....Please don't give the punishment for the things I'd done....I won't do it again.........................The trustworthy is there...

Feeling down....

2010-07-18T19:34:00.000+08:00

Down.....down....down....
WHY?????????
A bit annoyed with something......relates to the feeling....tried it harder to ignore...but the more I try...the more worry it comes....aduh!!!!
Saja cari pasal....so sendiri xtenteram....hadui! Macam2 masalah..lepas satu...satu....baru je relief...lega...2-3 minggu kebelakangan ni....baru je nk enjoy the moment ahead happily....whether to believe or not....for me it is something hard...I hope it is real....not only a day n night dream..I wish I am on the right track.....just appear in front of me..with the truth....PLEASE..........................

Work n life...

2010-07-18T17:05:00.000+08:00

Work???? So far....everything is gooooooooooooood....even the pending tasks are still at the same level..slowly move.....the rhythm is not as usual...since my 'sifu'..had transferred n promoted...so..today got a new senior assistant...for management...hurm not yet meeting him eye to eye...hihihih..later on will b adventurous once I have a lot of meetings to be done...yeahaaaaaaaaaa..Sir..just wait for the discussion...
Life???still like before....no changes...as the chemical reactions happen....the product is nothing much different...hahahaha..no chemistry!!!hihihihi...
New person???Not yet at all s nce my life is tied up with a lot of things..hustle n bustle...jump here n there.....financial???hurm quite stable when I minimize my shopping activities....awesome!!!!hahahahah...at last I found myself just staring n windowing for the things...with no sense of belongings.....hihihi good job! Compliment to myslef...reward will b given later..whoa!!!!
Hurm.Istarted to trust n believe myself....not to believe the uncertain things that come n go easily....happened easily...sometime beyond the expectation...just follow the flow...whether..it is good.....real..true...I really don't know...This world is full of fakes!....That is the reality...should accept this statement...who against it?????????
I don't care...I have my own right to speak up...!
So please..people outside there...stop bullying...stop doing the unnecessary thing....u just will hurt whether urslef or the person surrounds you..they are not guilty...why do we must hurt them....just to satisfy ourselves...? Doesn't it shows the human kind is not anymore being practiced.....so please....be a good caliph for ur own sake....do not..influenced other person...do not sample anything bad....the 1st attempt brings to the demolish...think about it.....our brain....is more genius than the created computer.....got it????????
Till then....bubye!

Tears n sadness

2010-07-17T22:49:00.000+08:00

Writing..

2010-07-17T22:39:00.000+08:00

Hi..I do not know how to start my writing...since I had stopped writing....weeks ago. I did not have any idea...ant interest...or even mood to start carving anything on this black plain web.....things happened....one by one..people come and go..gradually....new n old....just the same..it is hard to put the 1st trust to the other person..no matter howlong we get to know each other..it is not a measurement..it is hard to put the trustworthy...coz if misplaced it....it could be...a suffer....not worthwhile at all..
Walking tru this life...need the patience...the strength...the trust....please...those outside there...give me some good sign...then u will b rewarded for ur good deed!....
Sounds like that i'm damn down with the past time....sort of...part of previous time....taught me so much...to be more careful...but i do repeating the same mistake....stupid!!!! Am wishing to b good for all the time....hope so...............

Ramadhan...is coming...

2010-07-17T22:21:00.000+08:00

MasyaAllah.....
Soon n fast....time is ticking...now it is almost to reach the most holy month...Ramadhan...Wish this Ramadhan brings much more benefits....more blessings...more differences....Amin!
I wish to be good....n better than before.......may this wish come true....Deep inside my heart....the untold wish....keep in faith....
God....please listen n fulfill..my wish.....amin!

Lies...

2010-07-15T21:51:00.001+08:00

I hate lies...
I hate people who lie....
I hate to be betrayed...
I hate to be fooled...when I am really sincere but they do not appreciate it....
God..please give n show me the way....
Light up the dark....with the brightness...So that I can walk easily...to the doorway...leaving the lies behind..seeking for the truth...

Sayu..

2010-07-07T20:28:00.001+08:00

Bitter feeling....
To remember all the sorrow...
Adeh....kenapa siang tadi time tido kat sekolah..hehehe (ngantuk yg amat..kebetulan free time)..mimpi dia...dia nak ke New Zealand...biar betul.....aduh konpius...patut ke call??????????????

BOSAN!!!

2010-06-28T23:39:00.001+08:00

KEputusan awal akan memberi kesan untuk selamanya..dan kini...aku harus terima apa yang ada terhampar di depan mata..redha..pasrah atau sebaliknya....hakikatnya adalah kebosanan di sekeling!

Trapped

2010-06-28T19:49:00.000+08:00

I am now trapped!!!
Trapped in the darkness....surrounded with the high n rough voices...
Screaming here n there...blabbering these n those....
So annoying!

Ju$t arrived!!!home!!

2010-06-27T23:49:00.000+08:00

Walalalalalala....my weekend was really great n tremendous!!!
The 3-day trip to KL-Putrajaya-Kuantan...huhuhuhu non-stop driving.
Initially plan was to b in Kuantan for 2 days 1 night...but last minute changed n I drove my ride to KL..n stop at Midvalley Megamall...spent time watching the movie 'Killers'...huhuhhu addicted to watch it again...becuase of the hero n heroin....:)
Then..after that drove off to Putrajaya...n now am home...after almost 3 hours drop by at Eastcoast Mall...hurm..got a new bed sheet..........pillow case....hehehehehe...agaknya dah xde benda sangat..erm kat Alamanda semalam pun terbang jugak $$ aku...sembat grab..sepasang selipar...croc.......huhuhuhuhuh!
Biarlah...asalkan hati bahagia ye.......huhuhuhu lama lagi aku nak hidup ni....xnak lagi kisah2 duka tu menemani hidup ni.....IKUT HATI MATI..IKUT RASA BINASA...IKUT SUKA DUKA!

A strawberry story..begins In Cameron Highland..

2010-06-17T02:13:00.002+08:00

A tiring...

2010-06-13T00:01:00.002+08:00

Penat nak uruskan semuanya....

Instrumental Piano ( Love Story )

2010-06-09T14:59:00.000+08:00

Andy Williams - Where Do I Begin [ Love Story ]

2010-06-09T14:27:00.001+08:00

I really miss him..terribly!!! The more I feel...the more pain I get....This love is locked!!!
This feeling is trapped! Will never able to let it go again to the right person...because there is no suit n match place to get in...God....give me more strength...give me more patience....I need a cool..warm life...Ya Allah..hanya engkau tempat aku berkongsi segalanya..................Sesungguhnya kisah silam ini sangat2 menghantui...menyakiti...andai lebih baik untuk aku lupakan..maka Kau ambillah semua ingatan ini yang berkaitan dengan dia Ya Allah..perjalanan ke hadapan masih jauh...untuk aku melangkah...hanya dengan ketabahan dariMu..aku mampu teruskan langkah ini Ya Allah.........

Publish Post

Day-6 school break...

2010-06-09T13:21:00.001+08:00

Huargh!!!!! My day starts with Facebooking!!! Hills of papers to be marked...still unmoved!..Pending for further action..keh keh keh....Waiting for Balqis home coming....her father said...'petang-petang skit...'..alahai....

PEnat....

2010-06-08T19:41:00.000+08:00

Day-5...of school break...a tiring day....Sunday- Whole day in Kota Bharu. Monday-rushed to PEladang Setiu Agro Resort....had to manage n organize so many things since I'm the only one who in charged for all the booking-reservation-handling-managing n etc..........so tired! Tuesday- Run here n there to settle so many things at Agro Resort...camp ended at 5.00pm...went home n another awaiting tasks...to b completed by 17th June!!!

Aku Takkan Bersuara - Nike Ardilla

2010-06-06T21:33:00.000+08:00

Wedding ceremony...

2010-06-06T21:07:00.000+08:00

Today I'm attending my friend's wedding ceremony.......in Kota Bharu...

Mayangsari - Tiada lagi

2010-06-05T22:23:00.000+08:00

Ruth Sahanaya - Kaulah Segalanya

2010-06-05T22:04:00.000+08:00

Dia ke???

2010-06-05T21:57:00.000+08:00

Tadi on the way nak ke town....selisih dgn sebuah kereta nak kelaur simpang SK PAsir Panjang...KEnari merah...palt TAJ....n sebelah driver tu aku mcm familiar..je...n kebetulan kereta tu follow belakang my blacky....erm try pandang2..jeling..tp mcm ye je dia...hurm..biarlah dia bahagia...xde lah aku nk cari dia lagi buat masa ni...segalanya sekrang pending...xde ksudahan jugak..penyelesaian yg tergantung...biarlah masing2 ikut jalan sendiri tanpa libatkan sapa antara kami..sebab jawapan dah diberi awal2 hari tu..so aku bekukan segalanya kerana tu je yg mampu...sedih..pedih..perit...semua rasa tu ada..tp Allah maha tahu apa yg tersirat..apa yg terbaik...biarlah semua tu berlalu dengan cepat ...aku xnak lagi terus menerus mendera jiwa..menjeruk rasa..cukup lah aku dah banyak mengalah selama ni...tapi dia masih butakan mata..pekakkan telinga...atas segala apa yang baik untuk dia...

Off...

2010-06-05T21:45:00.000+08:00

I off my mind to think about him....I off my eyes seeing him...I off my ears listening anything about him..I off my mouth saying his name...n I off everything relates to him...coz it just wasting my time...n will get nothing...only hurting myself!!!

Hati ini...

2010-06-04T17:58:00.000+08:00

Dalam hati ada rindu.....rindu pada yg xsudi...
Entah bila rindu itu akan pergi..terbang bersama camar laut..
Iringi kepulangan nelayan..di waktu senja..
Dalam hati ada luka...yang akan berparut...entah bila akan sembuh!
Dalam hati ada resah.....menunggu tenang..
Dalam hati ada rintihan yang tak mampu diluah...
Dalam hati ada harapan.....yang pastinya tinggal harapan....berkubur di dalam hati..

Hina dina....

2010-06-04T14:21:00.001+08:00

Hina..keji....teruk.....ada manusia yang sanggup pedajalkan orang lain semata-mata untuk kepuasan diri...sebab busuk hati!!!
Semoga Allah bagi balasan yang lebih atas apa yang dia lakukan kat orang lain!!!

Lagi banyakkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk!!!

2010-06-04T12:38:00.000+08:00

Hadui....semalam kat tempat kerja....tak semena-mena saya dapat call dari berpuluh-puluh numbers n sms masuk inbox tak henti2 sehingga saya terpaksa block n blacklist semua unknowm numbers...Ada orang pedajalkan saya!!!! Saya cuba tanyakan kepada salah seorang penghantar sms tu...nasib baik la dia ok n bg kerjasama..dia gtau ada orang bg number saya tru celcom chat! hadui..aku xpernah2 join celcom chat tu!!
n makhluk jahat tu guna nama gds sunyi...patut la call yg saya jwb tu ada sebt pasal sunyi2....aduilah..siapa lah punya angkara!!!! mudah-mudahan Allah balas kat dia berganda2...biar Allah bg dia susah...n hingga pagi ni pon masih ada lagi pnaggilan dr unknown number..sms xhenti..tp saya dah block semua tu...walaupon saya block..tp saya masih bleh check rejected call log n sms log .....huhuhuhuuhhuh...kenapa la manusia ni hatinya busuk..pedajalkan orang sampai macam tu sekali...rasanya saya xde buat salah kat sapa2...xsakitkan ati sesapa...orang yg sakitkan ati saya...buat saya macam2 tu ramai lah......huhuuhu

Harrassment!!!!!!!

2010-06-03T00:21:00.000+08:00

Since last week..I got an SMS..from unknown number, so I reply and asked who...the owner did not reply..so I tried to call..no answer and I ignored..then after that another SMS sent to me..form the same number..told to be my friend..and again I ignored..after that..the sender keep sending me SMS n also miscalls me day ..night n also during midnight.. then I called n talked to him!!! Initially with a soft spoken I explained to him...but he insisted to be my friend..so I just let him keep messaging me without any reply..till I felt that annoying!!! So I reply and told again not to disturb me..but he was so stubborn!!! So I have no choice n talked with a high tone...with some certain words which were quite harsh..but still did not work!! Things went worse when he started to message me about **** n also sent **** MMS...!!!!Damn!!!!!!He was really SUCK!!!!
My friend gave the solution to install the blacklist application n spam killer aps in my phone and thanks God it really works!!!!Thanks my friend...Tonight I got another new SMS n miscall from another new number..so again I put the new unknown number into the blacklist...hopefully that crook will stop annoying me...tired to b like this situation...put me under pressure...with the pending n awaiting tasks at work...another burden on shoulders to carry on...made me stress...people keep pushing n chasing me to do these n those...because it is hard for me to say NO...am not so soft-hearted...but sometimes when it comes the situation like what I am facing now..it is like killing myself if I gave the word NO! Whatever condition n situation..I try my best to complete it all...this coming holidays...days will be packed with so many activities...1st n 2nd week..full with wedding invitation to attend...camp for excellent students...trip to Cameron Highlands...n so on....huh!!! and again $$$ will be flew by the wind...muahahahahaha..till the next entry....nite!!f

Visiting Balqis n Danial....

2010-05-29T22:47:00.000+08:00

Tadaaaaaaaaa...hari ni cek sue went to Jerangau Barat....huhuh 1st time driving to the destination....alhamdulillah..easily found the place to go.....Tada!!! Met my lovely Balqis...n newborn hero..Danial...but Qis a bit smaller than before..she is missing her father...ciannya..cayang cek sue sorng..Baby Danial..tido je manjang.....then went back to KT...after almost 2hrs there...and I was damn tired...asleep till...evening..all planned activities..canceled...due to...i was not feeling well....
and still tired...need to sleep now...2moro will be working day...n another story to go.....bye!

Weekend.......

2010-05-28T10:55:00.000+08:00

Huhuhuhuh...rasa agak bosan this weekend...don't have any plan yet....and now am still here..sitting in front of my computer...clickling here n there...seaching..viewing...the sites..blogging...facebooking...gaming...hurm...this afternoon I should go somewhere...
MY 3-day course...ended well...very good..this phase...focus on writing...Thanks to all JUs...for helping us...guiding us...especially for the last session...marking session...
Last weekend went to KL....spent most of the time at Megamall Midvalley n Garden..so long I had not b there
So...since I do not have much ideas to drop any lines ahead...I should stop now....till the next entry..with more interesting up dates....lalalallala...wish next days will be more tremendous!! Wish my next weekends..will be more joy...amin!
Owh one more..latest news....to all friends ..please come n drops at my newsite....http://mylayercakes.blogspot.com/

Up date...

2010-05-18T21:39:00.002+08:00

Up dating form..to submit.....kena submit gak whatever situation happens....ekekek year end 2010....mesti pursue..lalalala

Guru oh Guru.........

2010-05-15T22:15:00.000+08:00

The mediocre teacher tells. The good teacher explains. The superior teacher demonstrates. The great teacher inspires. -William Arthur Ward

guru oh guru...............

BERBURU ke padang datar
Dapat rusa belang kaki
Berguru kepala ajar
Ibarat bunga kembang tak jadi
(dedikasi kepada Hari Guru dan guruku tercinta)

Dialah pemberi paling setia
Tiap akar ilmu miliknya
Pelita dan lampu segala
Untuk manusia sebelum jadi dewasa.

Dialah ibu dialah bapa juga sahabat
Alur kesetiaan mengalirkan nasihat
Pemimpin yang ditauliahkan segala umat
Seribu tahun katanya menjadi hikmat.

Jika hari ini seorang Perdana Menteri berkuasa
Jika hari ini seorang Raja menaiki takhta
Jika hari ini seorang Presiden sebuah negara
Jika hari ini seorang ulama yang mulia
Jika hari ini seorang peguam menang bicara
Jika hari ini seorang penulis terkemuka
Jika hari ini siapa sahaja menjadi dewasa;
Sejarahnya dimulakan oleh seorang guru biasa
Dengan lembut sabarnya mengajar tulis-baca.

Di mana-mana dia berdiri di muka muridnya
Di sebuah sekolah mewah di Ibu Kota
Di bangunan tua sekolah Hulu Terengganu
Dia adalah guru mewakili seribu buku;
Semakin terpencil duduknya di ceruk desa
Semakin bererti tugasnya kepada negara.
Jadilah apa pun pada akhir kehidupanmu, guruku
Budi yang diapungkan di dulangi ilmu
Panggilan keramat "cikgu" kekal terpahat
Menjadi kenangan ke akhir hayat.

USMAN AWANG
1979

Number One Teacher

I'm happy that you're my teacher;
I enjoy each lesson you teach.
As my role model you inspire me
To dream and to work and to reach.

With your kindness you get my attention;
Every day you are planting a seed
Of curiosity and motivation
To know and to grow and succeed.

You help me fulfill my potential;
I'm thankful for all that you've done.
I admire you each day, and I just want to say,
As a teacher, you're number one!

Teacher's day is coming.................

2010-05-13T15:21:00.000+08:00

Hehehehehe....talking about celebrating Teacher's day..it makes me smile..widely...ear to ear...hahahahahaha...this morning i was bust tidying my files n tables...then someone shouted at me...about the celebration on this Sinday...n told about the nomination that will be done on that day...I was the nominated as...
cikgu paling garang'....wakakakakakaka.....me..laughed out loudly...kah kah kah..ini mesti kije budak2 halus lower form..ekekekekekek..maklum le..aku suka bebeno nyakat deme2 lower form..wat2 garang time selisih dgn diorng..ekekekeek....saja hialngkan boring....keh keh keh..
apa2 pun happy teacher's day to all teachers...

Letting it go...

2010-05-11T17:03:00.001+08:00

Letting go has never been easy, but holding on can be as difficult.
Yet strength is measured not by holding on, but by letting go.Letting go isn't about giving up. It's about accepting that there
are things that cannot be.We must be willing to let go of the life we have planned, so as to
accept the life that is waiting... for us.Don't cry because it's over, smile because it happened

Up set...

2010-05-10T17:58:00.000+08:00

Up set when I got to know....that someone simply blocked me ....I do not know what I have done...just try to persuade myself...may b he/she had some good reasons of doing that way.....whatever he/she wants to do as long as she/he is happy...it is good for me...let them get their happiness by their own way...may Allah blesses them....amin!

Changes....

2010-05-10T17:19:00.000+08:00

Salam....am back to this web....after so long...i was lost....everything almost gone...included the idea to write..now I get back to the track..get back my life...I likely to loose myself...huh!!!
Terrible!!! Now I realized that life is not as what expected to be...but it is just like we have to accept things widely...opened heart...opened mind...the more u give..the more u get..no matter how people treat us...do not count on what good things we had done to them..but just remembered what they had given n helped us...it sounds hard to practice..but that is the best part of life...which is more to b giving than receiving...top hands are better....
Last 2 weeks I was in Borneo..spent my days with friends...in spite of to heal n mend my broken...to pick up the pieces of life...to combine it back to the shape...it is hard..but had to..n since that moment..I really know to think the previous years of helping...giving n taking...with some people but the will never appreciate..hence over used on me...poor myself...i did not mean to say it all back...but that were the facts ..and I used to learnt from the past mistake..day by day..things gradually...changed...and now feel much better..but hurt is hurt...bitter is bitter..and wound is there...no matter how sweet my smiling is...how happy I am...deep down inside...wound will never b cured...scar is stay remains...even I am already moved on...stepping to the next field...but the things are the same...
A lot of changes happened these few days...starting with my duty...am not anymore need to handle all the projects for SPM program...but now I am just have to monitor...it all..feel good n much better..but still helping the new comer to handle it...am now focusing on my teaching n learning...preparing for a chemistry module..do it by myself..something that am simplify it for those who are like my student...they do not have a very strong basic..so need to guide them from the beginning..for English...am not yet thinking what material to do n focus...but am trying to prepare it.....insyaAllah..God will help me...
the new timetable..quite pack...am almost breathless...rush here n there...every morning...a bit tired...but things that have to carry on..no matter how hard the feeling is....that is the way...ok till next entry...bye.

Boyz II Men A Song For Mama Lyrics

2010-05-09T17:55:00.000+08:00

AIRMATA IBU - SITI NURHALIZA

2010-05-09T17:51:00.000+08:00

You're My Everything by Santa Esmeralda..to all mums...happy mother's day...nothing precious than u..

2010-05-07T13:26:00.001+08:00

2010-05-03T17:10:00.000+08:00

Vacation.....healing time..

2010-05-01T23:18:00.002+08:00

Here we go....

~~Vacation to the land of Borneo...~~

Leaving...

2010-04-29T16:12:00.000+08:00

Richard Marx - Right Here Waiting For You

2010-04-28T22:58:00.000+08:00

Glenn Medeiros - Nothing's Gonna change my love for you

2010-04-28T22:51:00.001+08:00

Eagles - Hotel California

2010-04-28T22:17:00.001+08:00

!!!!!

2010-04-28T20:00:00.001+08:00

I never feel this way......I never cry aloud....as loud as I can...since my late mum left me..but this moment...I am!!!
God knows why....n me know why....I am damn.....damn...damn....disgruntled!!!Sad!!!!
All bad feelings with me now................................and again am wailing....wailing....wailing....like a small child...loosing her/his mummy!! But me???? Yes...am loosing...too........God knows very well things had happened....and I need to b stronger...n stronger...I wanna walk away to forget every sadness....I am looking for the ray of happiness...I want to paint my life like a colourful rainbow...so that every single day in life I can count on it..when I am sad...God....guide me to b more n more n more..stronger!!!! Ya Allah....kuatkan semangatku yang semakin hari semakin hilang...
dan hari ini...segalanya bertambah celaru..haru-biru...when I stand alone on my own feet..stranded alone seeking the way to solve the puzzle..Oh God...send me ur angle...so that I can feel the calm.....

Another music ....by Kitaro - The Silk Road

2010-04-27T22:40:00.001+08:00

Amazing....KITARO - Matsuri

2010-04-27T22:33:00.001+08:00

M.Nasir^^Keroncong Untuk Ana.....

2010-04-27T19:37:00.001+08:00

Kepadamu Kekasih - M Nasir

2010-04-27T19:24:00.000+08:00

Falsafah Cinta - M.Nasir & Rahim Maarof

2010-04-27T19:23:00.000+08:00

M. Nasir - Di Balik Cermin Mimpi

2010-04-27T19:22:00.000+08:00

M.Nasir - Malam

2010-04-27T19:08:00.000+08:00

M.Nasir - Yang Bertakhta Akhirnya

2010-04-27T19:07:00.000+08:00

M Nasir - Impian Seorang Nelayan

2010-04-27T19:04:00.000+08:00

m nasir - keroncong untuk ana

2010-04-27T19:01:00.000+08:00

M Nasir - Suatu Masa

2010-04-27T19:00:00.000+08:00

M Nasir - Medley Gitaro

2010-04-27T18:58:00.000+08:00

Rossa - Hati Yang Kau Sakiti

2010-04-27T18:48:00.000+08:00

My new hero...

2010-04-26T23:39:00.000+08:00

My newly born Muhammad Danial...welcome sweetie...to the world...Smoga jadi anak yang soleh....taat pada umi n ayah....Kakak Balqis...dah xleh nakal2...ye sayang...kena tlg umi jaga adik tau....Kakak Balqis is a 'dud del'..(good girl)....'Tek Tue'...tau kakak good girl...sayang korang semua...nnt kita jumpa ye Danial sayang..........tek tue bz lg skrg ni....xdapat jumpa Danial lagi.....InsyaAllah..panjang umur nnt kita jumpa ye sayang...Kakak Balqis n baby Danial...Thanks to ayah...for sending the up date n recent pic Danial....c ya guys!

deep down inside

2010-04-25T18:27:00.000+08:00

Salam...
my mood to up date my blog is slowly gone...am not anymore interested to up date this blog...
Deep down inside in my heart....there are something unrelieved..i'm just waiting...n waiting...for the time..hoping there will b something happen...next....so that i'm not such in that guilty...for the rest of life...

Strolling....

2010-04-23T23:40:00.000+08:00

Salam....am back!!!! Just to share my activities for today..summary of the day.......'enjoyment''....huhuhu will up date the pics later....

Free....

2010-04-22T18:23:00.000+08:00

Well...just at home!
Huhuhuhuhh...I got 2 ~~Fireflyz free~~ ticket...it was given by someone...to me...but the condition of booking must be done a month b4 travel date...n that ticket ~~will b expired on 2nd June 2010~~...that man gave to me last week....huhuhu so now..the problem encountered was....the date I picked to travel is not available...peak season la...bla..bla...n they suggested a date which is my friend most probably could not join me!!!! Huhuhuhhuuhuhu...We have to change the destination...initially...we planned to go Medan...but since there were to many problem...(date n time)...we have to change...may b Langkawi...if not..i will use that ticket to travle..KT-KL...KT-KL...huhuhuhuhuhuhuh..
it is normal for the free gift...sometime things are not easily get...there must be some other conditions....rite?
whatever!!!!tired of thinking....n calling for friends....
but am so eager...to b in Sabah next week...friend just call...n InsyaAllah..I will b there...n oso Manokan Island..
n she is willing to help for booking the place...thanks fren!! Hope everything is going good..n better....
Pray for good thing....expecting for better life...in the future...hoping for every step...I walk..blessed by Allah..
Amin!!!
Owh...the course I attended this morning...was very good...compliment abounded to the JUs...hehehehehe...the slots were done shortly...but very effective! So waiting for next slot tomorrow..lalalalalal..till then..tadaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!

Converting...?

2010-04-22T12:29:00.000+08:00

Today again I have to attend the English Proficiency Course...for another slots..3 days...included my weekend...OMG!!! But it doesn't matter at all..heheheheh I like!
Owh...main idea of this entry...is...'CONVERSION COURSE'.....what is going to be converted?
Well....I might be converted to another option...as told by a JPN officer....(I guessed)..those who attended this course..completely 4 phases....so she or he already converted to English option...huhuhuhu...His words sort of annoying me...which turned me on to ask the JU...'sir..what is the main purpose of this course?'Is it the conversion course?'
He said..'sort of.....'
Me:' My major option....?'
JU:'U will have both...chemistry n English...'
Owh................

Gypsi

2010-04-16T14:09:00.001+08:00

Choc finger vanilla n pandan coffee...layer cake

2010-04-10T21:29:00.001+08:00

Yuhuuuu..Salam...
Hari ni penuh n padat jadual saya....Dari pagi bermula kehidpuan saya skitar jam 6.30 pg sudah pun berada di atas jalan raya...kerana hujung minggu ini saya habiskan bersama anak-anak buah pengarang jantung yang nakal n petah...so sayang nak tinggalkan mereka...maka pagi2 buta la saya bertolak untuk ke tempat kerja...Ye saya bekerja di hujung minggu..mendidika mereka yang ingin belajar...walau pun agak kecewa apabila tiba di makmal.hanya 12 orang yang setia menunggu...xapalah...ajarlah selagi mereka berminat..n selagi kudrat yg ada ni mampu...
So...sempat siapkan rekod mengajar n hantar ke pejabat..kunci office ada dalam tangan saya ..heheheh pagi-pagi saya call pihak pengurusan...so sala seorang GK datang serhakan kepada saya...hahahahaha...Esok saya akan pulangkan....So..sempat saya submit RM...disebabkan hari Khamis saya M.C...alhamdulillah..dah lega kepala saya hari ni...hurm..hari ni habis kelas sekitar 12.30...saya siapkan sedikit kerja...on the way balik...sempat singgah di gerai ikan..mencari sedikit lauk..mentah...so dapatlah ikan kembong segar...n juga ikan cermin...~~masak tumis ...letak kacang bendi...sedap tu~~......so sampai kat rumah...saya mula selesiakan kerja-kerja house keeping...pergh.....penat sungguh....tp puas hati....
petang plak..saya godekkan dua bj kek....kek lapis jejari coklat n kek lapis kopi pandan....resepi asal saya ambil dr buku tulisan rabiah amit..pastu saya godek2 n ubah suai...hehehehehe....sebab ada bahan yg xde..so saya alter skit jd bleh guna bahan2 yg dah sedia ada..maka siaplah 2 bj kek tu....photo??..oooooooooooowh..nanti lepas ni lah saya letakkan...so..saya nk iron baju utk minggi ni..xde lah saya kelam kabut pagi2....hahah sememangnya saya agak kurang berdisiplin kalo bab2 pergi kerja....hahahahaha...saya sdg berusaha untuk berubah...ke arah yg lebih baik..lalalalalalalala...ok tadaaaaaaaaaaaa!

'mushroom pasta'

2010-04-07T21:41:00.000+08:00

Salam....
Kali ni lapo......macam malas nak godek apa2 kat dapur....selongkar rak...ada instant...soup Campbells,,,yg beli kat Giant arituu...muwallah...buka....zass......letak dalam mangkuk.....slurpppppppp..tuang air panas.....biar 10minit....bg pasta tu lembut....then apa lagi...perut lapar.....ngap!!!!
heheheh menu paling cepat.....kenyang utk seketika....pastu tido!!!!
lalalalalalala......sekarang nasi hanya makan time brunch...around..9-10 pagi...pastu no more eating rice...hehehhehe bkn diet pon...sendir hilang selera.da.....apa nak buat...hurm...weight loss??
xde plak rasanya berat tu turun...sama je rasa....lama xtimbang..alhamdulillah...lega skit perut..tadi ala2 vibrate jerk..hahahhaa..so till then..nk tido...pening kepala..manjang...2-3 hari ni...panas kot....campur lak migraine yg dah mmg berumah di sini....so tido dulu...tadaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa....

Relief...

2010-04-06T18:18:00.000+08:00

Salam.....
Am home.....lalalalalalala....Wah! Great for todat's activities....everything went well....am satisfied!
Started this morning with the program...good job of me!....hurm am earlier for today to reach at work!...thanks God!..
Am oso feeling this way for the completed work...Done it this afternoon...just waiting for tomorrow...another chemistry paper...hopefully by Thursday am able to finish marking all 2 classes..
For today...am happy....La isla bonita...lalalalalalala...
Need to rest n relax..till then...tadaaaaaaaaaaa...

It is...

2010-04-05T23:34:00.001+08:00

Better to stay in peace....not to talk...not to share...
Better to put a distance...thousands miles...or even more...than that.
Good to be like this...looking without saying...no action.
just me,,,a small person...who can feel anything...who can read everything..smell bad or good things..
preferable to disconnect for a moment..cos I don't wana know....those lies..
me...who suffered so much...betrayed...n now let me be in my own world..
my world without u is sometime better..my world without any gossips much more better...
the time for me to do the best for my life...eliminate things that unnecessary..so now am quit...am off to my own way...bye ..bye..bye...
It is me....I am me...me myself...and I.....

Alhamdulillah...

2010-04-05T19:51:00.002+08:00

Ada sapa2 nak resepi 'instant home mada corn porridge'......jom....
Jagung 14 biji (saya beli 14 biji)
Santan RM4 (harga kat kg saya..malas nak parut kelapa sendiri..heheh beli je yg dah siap kat kedai) - lebih kurang sebiji kelapa...kot
Daun pandan 2 helai
Telur ayam 2 biji
Manisan (gula melaka@gula merah) nak letak gula pasir pon ok...
Garam secukup rasa...
Air...agak2lah

Godek..............
Masak jagung dgn air..nak bg empuk...(betul2 masak..)
then tambah santan
pastu masukkan garam...gula melaka or gula pasir..mana2 yg suka la
pastu masuk telur.....

Salam...Hurm lega...meeting hari ni ringkas n padat...Boss pun joined sekejap je...so everything finished at time..lalalalala.....thanks God!
Tinggal je lagi..nak buat head count yg tertangguh2....hinggakan penyelaras form 5 dah sebut nama dalam meeting...hahahahahaha...S/U projek naik nama!Wakakakaka...aku gelak kambing je lah....hihihihi..ok..ok..promised! PAling cepat esok kau hantar ye Madam Chua..(satu2nya guru berbangsa Cina di sekolah aku).
Hurm..kebetulan plak ada org dtg jual jagung....so dua plastik RM10...murah je kan?adala 14 biji dalam tu...so balik rumah aku godek2...maka terhasillah bubur jagung...lalalala...byk plak tu buat...macam nak kenduri je...hahahah..xpe2..dah agih ke kak ipar..n esok leh bawak ke sekolah...erm plan nak wat puding jagung...tp macam byk lagi kije..so postpone esok...wah...request geng2 makmal nak makan mii kari...erm...laksa penang...minggu ni mcm full..InsyaAllah geng...next week..la kita kenduri makan laksa n mi tu ye...Wah! Si hitamku dah sampai masa utk dihantar service..tapi belum ada kesempatan...full manjang!
Bila la dapat celah ni..nk CRK...rasa xbest plak...erm....hehehehehe...plan B!
Hik hik hik...Malam tadi betul2 rasa xlarat...sakit tekak...then sejuk kaki n tangan...then shivering...dunno y..so after having a PCM...(Uphamol)...slept...then around 3 a.m awaken..felt much better..alhamdulillah.
For tonight...I need to prepare everything earlier..tomorrow I have to handle the Reading Program...my turn..thankx God..I've done the material..jgn la lewat esok pagi...huhuhuhuh..susah tul nak awal ke tempat kerja!!! Siap awal..ada je benda yg dilengah2kan..hadui!!!!! Minta2 esok aku awal.....Amin!heheehhe...
So...summary for today...I feel GOOD!!!!! Yeaha!!!

Better

2010-04-04T20:19:00.000+08:00

Salam..n alhamdulillah...
Thanks to the Almighty,,for giving me strength...to b stronger than yesterdays...
Even more am still having the empty feeling...but this is better than before...felt like a big rock on my head...n something stuck inside my blood capillary..which was annoyed me...hard to breath..but not...feel free....Alhamdulillah..no more headahce to think y is this n y is that....it is better to keep myself in peace...just hohum the things around me...
Erm think have to stop..writing..feeling not good...tired..headahce..just like going to get fever...hopefully getting better 2moro...
Esok meeting to handle..Ya Allah...give me more....n more energy...to stay healthy..for the next day....Amin!
Till then..bye....nite..

Course..

2010-04-03T17:02:00.001+08:00

Salam....
These few days...seen...so many things...n sometime felt sad..with these worse situation happens between us..
Why they use to argue amongst them??? In the midst of harmony...peaceful why people created something worse...is it to worsen the peacefully life we have right now?
Fighting...fighting..n fighting...here said they are good n right..there said they are damn2 good compared to others...Come on...if u r the best..then please show the best part of yours...show the right n correct...which is synchronize to ur words as well lah..but...everyone when it goes to speech...I think they r very good enough..but to implement the words to work....hurm...normally...things turn to opposite...words come to action...never matched well...as what I seen before...
So...there is nothing much to complaint...or comment..am on my way on the right track doing my job as well as I can...help the others as good as I can...am avoiding much speech...but am practicing more effective work....action speaks louder than word...that's better...if too much talking...just like a chatter's box...work will never be good...the out put will never b as we planned..so let's work with peace...use rational mind n thought...so that...we will be a person who has a vision...talking too much...brings nothing at the end. Just prove what u have said...showed it that words n work...at the same track..
Hurm..today's activity...is nothing much different...attended the Curriculum Pedagogy Course...speaker from JPNT...something good gained....clear information of TOV, OTI, ETR n etc...these terms use in evaluating students' performance..I think many of us misunderstood with these words...hahahaahah..So credits go to Mr. Razali from JPNT..
Afternoon....?I got some problems with my Samsung lappy...which belongs to my school..but left it already at the proper place...since that am doing my work using my own lappy...huhuhuhuh...Prefer to do official work with dat Samsung..but since something wrong with it...just use m own...even afraid of getting the virus attack!!! huhuhuhuh...the pen drive itself...would bring harm...huhuhuhuhu..hadui!
I need to go....now..no more idea..to write...initially..berkobar2 to write something..but stuck in the middle...so till then....babai!

My weekend...

2010-04-02T20:06:00.000+08:00

Salam
Alhamdulillah...everything is back to the track...and am now feeling much better...relief..no more worry...no more rush hour...to b here n to get there....so...my last week days just like slipped from the track..not at all but a bit...whatever it is am satisfied....
So my weekend is going to end...tomorrow have to attend the course organized by my school management...hurm...
Owh...my condolence to Arwah Din Bermboi's family...al-fatihah,,,we are going to miss him very much for every morning....may Allah blesses him...
Am oso relief for finishing my pending task..n submitted already..yeaha!!! So materials for the next meeting almost done...just need to send for photocopy... ..
Hurm...another thing????
My mind is now not afford to think more about work....what is in my mind now...:wana sleep n rest...hehehehehe..so till the next entry...daaaaaaaaa

On Leave...

2010-03-30T21:06:00.001+08:00

Salam to all.....
Today...I'm on leave...dawn to dusk I wasn't at home...got so many things to handle n settle...I also was at HSNZ...KT...but my poor of management...I had to ask myself several times for the booking place...naik turun tingkat 2-7...I noted that there ara limited places...especially for 1st class ward...2nd class ward pon sama..n the last...terpaksa masuk kelas 3...sesak...crowded yg teramat...pastu plak time melawat...penuh dgn relatives...friends...dah la bed tak cukup patient terpaksa tunggu tgh2 laluan...tunggu bed yg kosong....hadui!..someone should concern about this...to expand the place or even get a bigger place...this place is not anymore can afford to load so many patients...kesian la patients tu...hurm Ministry of Health..should alert with this situation..n take action....
Am damn tired to say much more than this..heheheheh so need to get some rest...2moro back to work!!!Huhuhuh..tadaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!

STUPID or CARELESS ???

2010-03-29T17:25:00.001+08:00

Salam...
I'm home!!!! But a bit anger....to the management who organizing the ENGLISH PROFICIENCY COURSE!!!
AGAIN...I GOT THE CALL LETTER...TO ATTEND THE COURSE FOR THE SAME PHASE..1st PHASE ON 15th-17th APRIL 2010....HOW COME I NEED TO ATTEND THE SAME COURSE TWICE?????
THEN I CALLED THE PERSON IN CHARGE N LET HER KNOW THE MATTER...HER ANSWER JUST VERY SIMPLE..
"U WRITE A LETTER TELLING THAT U HAVE ATTENDED THE COURSE SO THAT I CAN ERASE UR NAME...BIASALAH BANYAK2 NAME LIST.. DAH JADI BERTINDIH2.." SO WHAT???? u DID THE MISTAKE N U ASKED THE TEACHER TO WRITE THE LETTER....THIS IS SHOWED U R VERY STUPID IN ORGANIZING N HANDLING SOMETHING!!!! MY FRIEND OSO HAVING THE SAME PROBLEM WHICH IS SHE HAS TO ATTEND THE 1st PHASE COURSE ON 1st-3rd APRIL N AGAIN HAVE TO ATTEND THE SAME PHASE COURSE ON 15th-17th APRIL....SEE HOW THEY DO THE JOB!!!!
THEN LAST WEEK..THE SENT THE CALL LETTER LATE...WHILE THE SESSION ALREADY DONE...
SO EVERYONE WAS COMPLAINING..N NOW..AGAIN THEY DID THE MISTAKE...DIDN'T THEY REALIZE THAT MAJOR MISTAKE???IF U GOT THE NAME LIST THOSE WHO HAD ATTENDED...N U CHECKED THE LIST PROPERLY..THEN THERE WOULDN'T BE 2ND...3RD MISTAKE...JUST THE SAME THING!!!!
AND AGAIN THEY WON'T LISTEN TO US..THE TEACHERS....WE HAD COMPLAINED THAT NOT TO DO THIS COURSE DURING WEEKEND..BUT STILL....THEY WANTED TO HOLD IT DURING WEEKEND...I REALLY DO NOT KNOW HOW OR WHAT IS IN THEIR MIND....WEEKEND FOR TEACHERS TO GET REST..TO DO SOME HOUSE KEEPING....TO BE WITH FAMILY N ETC...THOSE WHO ARE PLANNING THE COURSE WILL NEVER UNDERSTAND BECAUSE THEY JUST KNOW HOW TO PLAN BUT THEY NEVER EXPERIENCE IT THEMSELVES!!!! SORT OF THEY HAD LOST THE HUMANITY?????? NO COMMENT!!! BUT I'M VERY VERY VERY UNSATISFIED!!!! COZ THEY DID THE MISTAKE BUT THE TEACHERS HAD TO CARRY IT...HURM...THIS IS ONE OF THE WEAKNESS OF THE MoE...SMART IN PLANNING THIS N THAT COURSE....THIS N THAT PROGRAM...BUT THE IMPLEMENTATION...SOMETIME WORSE....OR EVEN WORST...

Exciting...

2010-03-28T17:18:00.002+08:00

Salam....
Nothing much to share..just a simple story about work....work is never ending...
Hurmm....the 1st day of the week....(am in east coast so week starts with Sunday)..
Everything was good enough..with the classes...enjoyable...n excitement..teaching them today...May be my mmog was so so so so..good...hahahaahah...so after having the course last weekend...tot that it work...coz I tried to use the knowledge that I'd learn to my students..n they seem like it...hurm..so..for the next I think I can use it again...but hopefully the stay firm with it....not only excited for today...huhuhuhu...Extra classes..went well...n now am home..tonight another extra class to be handled..am I going??Perhaps so...heheheheeheh...But the material is not yet done...
Hurm...items to b discussed during meeting...this Wednesday still pending for the action...I need to work on it..if not..boss will shout out for something..hahahaha...
Thanks for the management team for the quick n short meeting for the shortage happened especially for SPM classes..after matter had arisen to my boss this morning..we all together had a meeting to solve it., n felt better after the discussion. Owh..this Tuesday am taking leave...there was not a big problem with my boss..tadaaaaaaaaa...a good employee...doesn't have any problem with the boss.right?ngeh3......I had an official thing to do...am not simply to skip for work....huhuhu am not such that type person....n not oso a hardworking person..wakakakaa...
Hurm...hopefully am enjoying this whole week....God blessing me....amin!!!!
Ok..need to break...for doing some other waiting work...tada!

1st phase English Proficiency Course

2010-03-27T20:50:00.002+08:00

Alhamdulillah...the course ended as well as planned...Today's sessions quite exciting...we had poems reciting...singing..n etc...So awaiting for the next phase on April...but everybody hoped that to b done during weekdays...not anymore during weekend...For me myself...it doesn't matter at all at any time...
Feel so exhausted...since non-stop driving this weekend...very2 tiring..next phase planned to stay there..but the accommodation is not too good...but just ok.
If staying there...had some more time to spend with new colleagues..hehehehe..over all my new friends were so good n friendly...
Hurm telling about today's session...one part is about idiomatic expression...n phrasal verbs...wonderful...! My E72 helps me much!!! The dictionary in the application of E72 is very useful!! And everyone asked me about that gadget.. everyone has the hand phone and I believe that each h/phone has the same function....but might b they never explore it...so at least i shared some useful information with them....
Thanks my E72...no need to buy a new electronic dictionary after all...hehehehe
Hurm what is the purpose of attending this course??????? I have been informed that...those attended will get the certificate which is useful during 2012 when the implementation of MBMMBI...replaceing the PPSMI...so those who want to know more..please log on to Moe website...alright..those non-option (English) who got this certificate are qualified to teach English n entitled to get the allowance..heheheheheeh...so sort of converting the option....huhuhuh is it??? Am not willing to convert chemistry to English...I do LOVE chemistry....Just wait and see how this program will be done next 2012...huhuhuhuhh..sleepy....tired......so....off to bed earlier...lalalalala

Sessions ended for today:PUBLIC SPEAKING:

2010-03-26T20:31:00.002+08:00

Sessions for the course ended at 4.30...almost 5...then off to Jabi with new colleagues just to have the taste of satay Jabi..ngeh3...so arrived at home around 6 something..the last session for this evening was Public Speaking.
I am not a good public speaker..but I had to participate the section...once I was given the mic...I did not know what to say...no idea at all...was not ready to say something...Everyone showed the face...variety face expressions..gestures during the session...hahaha boring i tot!!!
I was enjoying myself tru this course...tiring but beneficial!
Tomorrow will b started at 8.30 p.m...am planning to finish my literature handouts n the analysis..but now...my battery flatted already..need to recharge....not to push myself working for the extra time...sum up for the day:ok:...heheheeh till then...papai!

Improving the Proficiency...

2010-03-26T13:51:00.003+08:00

SAlam....
Just finished 2 sessions for this morning..over all..everything was good for the teachers..but for some parts..just the usual things which are always done by teachers in class..The J.Us keep stressing on the situation in class..how to sress on important matters with suitable tone...n etc. So some parts could be described as boring...but the others were ok.
So now break for almost 2 hours...will be continued after 2.45 p.m with new session..n end at 4.30. Night session is canceled. Good news I think..hehehehehe.
Actually I quite enjoyed participating this course...good for improving the english proficiency...this is the 1st phase..there are 3 phases awaiting..for April n twice in July..This course in one of the way to 'Memartabatkan Bahasa Melayu Memperkukuhkan Bahasa Inggeris'..huhuhuhhuhu.This 'MBMMBI' will replace the PPSMI n begin on 2012...hurm...may be those non-option will have an advance....for attending this course..I hope so...but I do love to deal with molecular or even structural formulae compared to read the 'ntah apa2' essay....hurm people would blame the English teachers for producing 'the ntah apa2' essay...rite??? the words..'cgu yg xpandai mengajar' is very common to be heard. I don't mind what people wana talk or even blame...they won't stop...n they do not know how the situation...so just let them talk...until they stop their breathing.
Talking about proficiency...everyone will know..English teacher should be pro...to pronounce words correctly n with right phonetic..even we either choose to follow american or UK..it doesn't matter at all...as if the students learnt the lesson..n the teachers do the job very well. Some teachers or even TesL itself..sometime arguing about the pronunciation...but we do have the reference..Just refer to the IPA..International Phonetic Alphabet...then we can learn how to say this n that words...Everyone is having their rest time...am not going to sleep...just fill the free time to jot down something...to blabber..something here..Heheheheheehe..So am now surfing some knowledgeable items for the preparing...am now improving myself..InsyaAllah..there will come the time for me...back to student life....Gambate!!!!Chaiyyok!!!
So till then..I will be back after the sessions expired this evening..lalalalalalla...
Wsalam.

Perjalanan yang masih belum ke penghujung

2010-03-25T22:58:00.002+08:00

Esok..masih ada tugas perlu diteruskan...perjalanan yang masih lagi belum sampai ke destinasi...persoalan yang masih belum terjawab....segalanya masih....dan masih di situ..tidak berganjak walau sejengkal...tunggulah sekiranya masih ada peluang n ruang untuk berbicara....pasti akhirnya nanti segalanya terjawab!
Semoga aku terus tabah.....semoga terus ikhlas berbakti.....kerana Allah!!!!
Amin!
Aku menunggu hari esok..dengan jutaan harapan..semoga esok adalah lebih baik dari semalam.....